Future Becomes the Present

I sit here staring into the distance deep in thought, with music on in the background. Covering nights have been the hardest on me. I don't get the sleep I should and my mind feels directionless many of these nights. But as I sit here pondering the very being of me. I can't help but…

Work is what feels most of my days. I don't know about you but for a minute I thought I was going to break out into an adult version of a Will Smith song. lol Sorry no parodies today kids. I have worked in the same job for 10 years now, at this point I…

I'm not the girl I once was when this went offline. Life has changed me, I often find myself feeling numb or fleeting moments of emotions. Not enough to justify saying x made me feel y. Granted I'm not sure it's numbness of I'm finally at peace with myself. In 2011 we became pregnant and…