Figuring things out

I don't quite know how to start this entry.  I am thinking about an entry I just read, and it inspired me to write this one, even though I haven't a clue how to begin it! Christianity and religion are not the same thing....at least, the way I see it, they're not.  Ch...

Considering my last entry...the one about abortion..... I feel crazy.  Out of my head, off my rocker, and really like I shouldn't have been placed in this world in the first place.  I'm sure God will thank me later for THAT slap in the face.  (sarcasm, people) Thinki...

This morning, I'm feeling....I dunno, reflective, introspective...some "ective" word!  I can see that we have certain issues, my wife and I, that do not work together toward a healthy relationship, and I want to figure out how to change that.  I know I...

You know, I almost opened this entry with the line, "With all the tragedy in life.."  Then I decided that would set the wrong tone for this entry.  This IS about loss and grief, to some degree, but it's also about figuring out how to keep sight of what I&nb...

And boy, oh boy, am I tired. Yesterday was a really bad day at home.  Today seems to be shaping up the same exact way, and it hasn't even been here for a whole hour yet. I went to bed at 5:30am.  I was awakened several times by my wife carrying on conversations with imaginary ...

I think my entry yesterday started a slow-motion epiphany.  I've been feeling much better since the anonymous noter left his gift for me.  Thank you very much, whoever you are!  It helped me tremendously, and I wish I could give you a big hug! Now, what's this entry to be about?&nb...

I've got to learn to live, because right now, my primary urge is to die.  And I want to die very much.  But I think I just had the beginning of an epiphany.  In the Bible, Job lost EVERYTHING, including his family....only THEY died, unlike mine...and he stayed faithf...

As our illnesses grow and consume us, we battle each other more and more. I don't know what is wrong with Mikey, and I'm so tempted to say I don't even care anymore.  But I do care.  He's constantly nauseous, among other symptoms.  And moody and touchy as fuck!  EVER...

These questions are for you and your partner, if you have one. Fill it out on your own journal, and then come back here and let me know you did it so I can collect your answers for a project that I am doing. Don't worry, it will all be very anonymous. 1. What's healthy…

Oh, I have a lot on my mind, but two main thought patterns to talk about, I think.   Men.  What a complicated topic for this insane gay man who is married.  I've been feeling really guilty lately, because I've been spending a LOT of time online looking up naughty ima...