Daily Insanity

i'M FUCKING SAD.SAD AS FUCKING FUCK to see this place go.if you've lurked or read me PLEASE email me: ladychaos577@gmail.comORfind me prosebox under chaoticdream715I cannot be chaosbride there, but just in case i reserved the name and I'll leave an entry there for people to find me.I'm ... in a b...

My editor no longer works, which...makes me not want to write more.one of the few things that were better.i don't even have anything to write about. I come here toread and I STILL get errors or it takes upwards of 5 minutes for pages to load.I don't have the time for it, I don't have…

my editor is broken.oh how I hoped I'd come back to a non broken diary.well my laptop got shattered on the way to my grandmothers funeral.so there was that.I just got it back, a lot sooner than I thought actually.so here I am, but I don't want to talk about anything.soooo...this is what you get.a...

  This is the first time this screen has loaded properly and i cna't even think how long. I cannot get to my bookmarks. i can't read any of you unless I happen to see you on the front page, which doesn't happen often. I am just... so done. I can't download anything.   nothing…

Every time I go to read I get an error. I'll try again tomorrow. I'm too frustrated to keep trying ot read you guys and leave notes. I get like maybe one or two that work a day. awful.   so there's this:   Whatever, stupid formatting...   *I got a chance to wash my…

I'm trying to read and note but I keep getting time out errors. I can't sit here all day, sadly. I will try to read and note as time permits. I'm sorry.   I see you've updated, I jsut can't GET TO YOU.   I'm sorry.   It's a miracle that this will even save.…

So I guess I'm writing. I don't know how often but I'll write. I told myself I'm not allowed to write until I leave a note for everyone I care about that has posted. I don't know how often that will work, but since I only get maybe 5 or 6 updates a day from…

I'm a sucker for love. I love those of you who are here and I know that I could never just STOP. I guess I just feel a bit down because my ability to express myself and feel connected is weak. I have learned to rely on it, from the love and support of you…

  I'm sad to say that writing has lost it's... something. i don't know. I'll always be here. I'll always love you. I'll always read and note. but when I open the window and all I think is "why bother? I could just write this in a word document and get the same reward"... writing&he...

a few things taking up all my time: *Sickness: Me, my husband, and the baby *Teething: mixed with sickness makes a very clingy little baby *Cleaning: my house... needed it. Still needs. BUT I GOT MY OFFICE BACK. I can see my desk and sit at it. I have more to organize, but that's a…