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This shit hurts.   I didn't even want to write it here.   I didn't want to remember that here, in this very diary, 16 years ago, I had a son.   and now he's gone.   and sometimesI get so guilty and so wracked with this terrible feeling of just being misplaced. and nobody…

I wonder if the person who hates me is upset. OOPS... YOU JUST MADE THIS "UNINTELLIGENT GARBAGE CUNT" WANT TO WRITE MORE. I guess that wasn't the intended result since apparently I don't know how to write, I'm a hypocritical slag with mental issues and "shit in my soul" (I don't even know what th...

Hiiii....I've been so sick. I want to be able to write every day but the time just spirals away. I spend a lot of time dropping kids off at school and then picking them up. lol. In between I'm usually doing laundry and changing diapers and trying to keep my head from spinning off.And now…

Sometimes it's hard for me to write every day. I feel like my days are sort of a smash of hours that I'm trying to do things in, but really I'm just exhausted and taking naps a lot. I have severe anemia and I don't want a blood transfusion and iron isn't really working. I…

Hmmm, so this will take some getting used to.I'm clicking around trying to find familiar things, discovering some interesting new things and hoping some of the old things come back. I like how clean things are, but I also hope to get a wyiswg... ummm. Yeah.I don't know what to write. I feel like ...

Even if it looks different and sorta smells different (yes, I have a smell-o-vision pc XD)... it's here. I'm so excited to be writing, even though I don't really know what to write about. When I logged in and saw my last few entries I burst out crying. It's like the world paused, sped up,…