College

So i just got the dreaded "It's been 6 months and we're about to delete your diary" message again. I'm not ready to delete this diary, but thanks for the offer. I don't know at what point I will suddenly decide that I don't need to keep a record of my past, but being able…

I don't think I could pack any more anger ino myself if I tried.  This doesn't bother me too much.  What bothers me is I don't have any decent reason to be mad at all, and yet I'd like to scream this house down.  I told him I had to go to sleep so I…

just trying to preserve the diary.  six months since i've written.  geez.  what can i say, myspace just has more to offer!  i should probably just let this go.  lord knows its embaressing.  ah well, maybe next time i get the "your opendiary is about to be delete...

alright guys.  i give up.  what the hell are you thinking?? no.  seriously.  when you create an elaborate lie and call me while you're in a fictional place, why do you do this??  so.  i'm breathing.  here's the deal:  for the ten millionth time, i should st...

so as i was driving home, i started trying to stick will in a category.  and i thought, what better way to categorize him than look at ex-boyfriends?  and oh man did it work. WILL IS: 65% Robert- He is ridiculously good looking and yet still a little bit shy, or maybe not shy, but…

you would have too if you were me.  its so nice to have a guy around that i can't even begin to describe it.  well i'm sure i have on here many times before, so maybe i can.  it's just that as humans we can't help but spend our time looking for a warm body…

so this guy will that i was drunkenly blogging about on christmas eve...he's a good guy.  really.  but he has NO phone skills.  i mean, i don't mean that he can't talk properly or anything...i mean that he takes hours to return calls, and well...alright.  i'm gonna go ahead an...

i've totally got the answer.  i am WAY TOO MESSED UP right now to be allowed onto a blog that anyone and everyone has access to.  messed up as in drunk...or more explicitly....nearly, completely trashed. i am having one hell of a time trying to cope with singleness.  because let me...

i mentioned my myspace account.  here's the link for any who are interested:  myspace account I've got pictures and stuff up over there, plus, like i said a few posts ago, i post there almost daily, while i only update this thing when i'm dealing with stuff too dramatic for the myspace ...

Well.  I've officially told this story twice already, once to Emily and once to Jake....and let me tell you, its EXHAUSTING to type it all out.  So i'm going to repost my letter to Emily, and then do some "next-day" commentary, because since I woke up this morning, I've though...