Chapter 2 : The Elle Era

  So, the estate agent rang....AT LAST...and said that everythings now OK because My Mom is my Guarantor and I passed the credit check!! I'M MOVING HOUSE!! THE YELLOW HOUSE IS MINE!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I'm so excited that I wanna screm and shout and cry out of sheer joy, but I ca...

    So, we just had a major row. I'm going to ring the Estate Agents and see about signing the lease tomorrow and getting the keys, if I can then I'm going to try and book the weekend off work so I can move in ASAP, which would be good. I can put the…

    So, HOPEFULLY I should know about The Yellow House by Monday. We both woke up early, I don't know what time she was up but I got up at 7:10.am and went down stairs. We got to talking about what we would do if we won the lottery, she said she would tell…

So, this morning I ended it. I went up to the estate agent and I put the application in. I'm just hoping that I pass the credit check. I just have this gut feeling that I won't but I'm ignoring my gut and telling myself that I will pass, positive outlook = positive results. Aw…

What I'm about to say I am saying purely to get off my chest. I'M NOT SAYING TO GET ATTENTION, SYMPTHY, PITY OR WELL WISHES. Therefore if you're going to judge me or criticise me or whatever then keep it to yourself. I don't care what an idiot you think I am. I don't care that you…

I've barely eaten these past 2 days, it's good, no honestly it is. I haven't been particularly hungry in all honesty. I'm liking it. I'm liking the control, I'm liking the power, I'm liking the feeling when my stomach growls. Going to try and get through today without eating...call it good practi...

So, The Yellow House, I went to see it today, and it's just as lovely as the pictures let me believe. There's a cupboard between the kitchen and bathroom, just opposite the back door, where the washing machine will go, no room for a tumble dryer!! And the cupboard under the stairs is ace...it has...

So, I'm the horrible person in all this. The row has carried over from last night to this morning because she wanted to take my bankcard so we could do the weekly transfer, I said to her but I was planning on going out today, for a change of scenery so I'll do it, to which…

So, I just told her that she's part of the reason I'm so stressed, her reaction? She was great, she promised to change and wanted to know what it was she does so that she can help me get better....NOT. She told me if she's part of the problem, then it's tough because she's happy…

    I, Princess Pitbull, do solemnly swear, NEVER to buy a fitness workout DVD EVER again. I did half of 5 Step Fat Attack, and now I feel like I'm about to die. I'm hot, sweaty, knackered, and I don't think I've done that much physical exercise since I was about 15. Fat Attack has made...