Changes

In less that 3 weeks I am going on a Rhine River Cruise starting in Amsterdam and ending in Switzerland.  Of coarse it is for work so my mother will be with me and I will enjoy the time I get to spend with her alone.  It is important for me to make memories with…

I can't believe how much of a mess I have let my house become.  I am going to have to try something different.  For the past 2 years I have not wanted to clean anything and it is noticeable.  I will have to promise myself to take 30 minutes out of each day 6 days…

It seems I find myself searching for a life that may or may not be reality. What is wrong with my reality?  I know I am not happy.  I think....I know I am settling for a life am living.  I don't know if it is fear or belief this is what I deserve.  I know…