Boulevard of Broken Dreams

*foot twitches nervously* today today today today... I'm supposed to be finding out today... *eye twitch*head tick* jeebus I can't even sit still. This has led to obsessive html editing on my xanga site, and complusive ebay bidding. And also volunteering for chores without being asked to. Ack... ...

Email recieved today, in response to my inquiry as to when I might find out a decision: (my email was something to the effect of, "when are you going to tell me?") Hi, Jennifer - Very soon; we have scheduled our meeting to review readmission requests for Thursday morning, Dec. 1. I should be in&h...

So. JHU was supposed to have been making decisions about readmission in the second week of November. I still haven't heard anything, and it's almost December. I've emailed my advisor at JHU, but in the meantime, I've already applied to MontCo. At this point... I don't even know what I want. There...

After recieving numerous *hugs* and "I'm sorry's" I realized that I sounded a lot more upset in my last entry than I actually was. Yes, a few tears were shed, I won't lie. But I've shed so many tears over Jim in the last few months, that I believe I may be out of them…

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back, it will always be yours. If it doesn't, it never was." Supposedly, I've already let go. I mean, that was the point, wasn't it? So that when we got back together, we'd be stronger than ever? I need to be truthful for a moment,…

YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (name of first pet + street you live on): Punkin Blaker YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandmother's/father's first name + favortie snack): Isabelle Chip YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant): Matrix Applebee YOUR SOCIALITE NAME: (sillies...

he makes me feel safe - cute - loved - warm - beautiful - powerful - smart - sexy - cared for - like i'll never be alone again - like nothing in the world can touch me dammit. so does he it was only supposed to be casual. i should know by now. i…

What am I thankful for on this Thanksgiving day? I am thankful... For the obvious things, of course. Things everyone mentions. Family, friends, food, shelter, warmth. Thankful that I personally didn't have to endure any of the major disasters in the past year-- the tsunami, the hurricanes, the ea...

i found out that my "sorta crush" from work was crushing back, and now have plans to "hang out" with him i began to make plans to see jim over his xmas break i got propositioned by a guy with a girlfriend *raising my eyebrow* (no, i didn't say yes) yup, that's about it... exciting…

Only you have the power to save this poor helpless bunny rabbit from being devoured by his owner. LMAO... I was surfing the web today, and came across this website Save Toby dot com I thought it so unbelievably hilarious... what the hell, I might actually buy their book. In other news: I'm goin d...