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I have been in quite a terrible mood lately. This seems to be something I've been saying a lot lately. Is it PMS? Or something else with a convenient label? Anyway, I'm just cranky as hell. I haven't really felt social at work, not to mention after work! I've just been hanging out by/with myself&...

Work yesterday wasn't really anything very interesting. We did the usual TFA thing (planting a tree at a demonstration site and then giving residents their trees, literature and stakes), then we had to wait around while Renae and Matt (2 people on my team) took the vehicles and went to other site...

Here we go, rambling again. I talked with Mr. Persistent, telling him that his expectations are really starting to wear me down. I told him that I just don't have the energy to deal with it right now, and that things are getting too complicated. I finally have verbal confirmation that he's going ...

I can't believe it's December! Man, if I were still in school I'd be preparing (probably last minute) for final exams. College feels so recent but at the same time I feel like I've changed since then. Moving across the country alone and having a job I enjoy probably has something to do with that....

Today has been a day. Yes, yes it has. I've been terribly lazy, though I forced myself to be. I left work early today (after an hour, yikes) because I was sick. There's a nasty cold going around the office, but that's not what I had. Nope, I basically had a shitty hangover (puking only,…

I have just been watching tv all evening, so I guess I could do something semi-useful and update my good ol' OD. Today... hmm... work today was interesting. We pretty much drove around the city today removing stakes from trees that were planted a few years ago. The problem with following up with ...

I finally returned last night from my Thanksgiving in southern CA. It was a pretty good time, but now that I have left I feel kindof crummy. So it goes. I arrived there on Thursday. The 370 mile drive wasn't bad for the most part, because most people were probably already where they wanted to&hel...

Today I got an oil change (FINALLY!), and then accidentally spent too much money at the store on a scarf made in the Andes in South America (made of Alpaca fur). It's so soft though! They were just smart enough to not put a price tag on it. I'm really down this evening. I miss Paul...

Hey dudes. I know I haven't written in awhile. I'm not sure if anyone really keeps up on this anyway (or makes it through my entire entry whenever I write). Anyway, things with Paul are pretty much still up in the air. I am really trying to be kindof emotionally distant (a.k.a. "defensive&qu...

::sigh:: It has been a long and emotionally draining 24 hours. My last few entries have been favs only, and most of you who read this probably know what's going on. Yeah, things are pretty shitty. I'll update more about it later...