All Grown Up ...

Every time I write in this diary, it's always something dramatic, something depressing, or I'm sharing the deepest parts of my heart that would be inappropriate to share publicly. However, even in my most depressing and sad moments...I look at my kids and realize how deep my love is for them and ...

I’m trying to be more social and reach out to people.  Some days it’s really hard. For over 12 years, I have pushed people away for various reasons.  One reason is that I have a hard time trusting people…but I’m getting better.  Another reason is I’m afraid to get close to people just to lose&hel...

So, this past Thursday...my job had to furlough me for the time being, as my county went “RED” for COVID-19.  Allegedly, there’s another rise of people affected by the virus; therefore my job had to cut me and 12 more restaurant servers down to 0 hours until they can open again. I’m not going to&...

Sorry it’s been a while since I last wrote in my OD.  But here I am... back at it again.  Here are some things going on or things I went through the last time I wrote in the diary. ——- On September 29th, on my birthday, I started a job at Chili’s by my house.…

I decided I would make a positive post after the last one.  If you still want to check it out, it’s the one before this one.   Well, I talked to my cousin, Carol Anne today.  A little back story, she inspired me a lot when I was younger.  She was like an early 90’s…

Hello again. It’s been a minute since I wrote in OD.  But here I am, writing again. Sometimes, I feel free to write in OD.  Other times, I still feel like I am having to play charades and pretend to be something I’m not. Well, there’s that...   What I really wanted to talk about…