Addicts!

Had a lovely session with my therapist today! I was so not in the mood to go this morning...I was so close to turning around and going to the dentist instead...but I pushed to make my appointment... Okay, it is so much more than just that but that is the main jest of it!  …

Is the way things have been for the past few days ! I have been home from work for the past few days and so been spending a lot of time around my husband. He has been so and and and it has been great. But through it all I have been somewhat reserved. But…

Something that I have always loved doing and got him to love doing too is to look at property. Yes, it is shitty making agents work so hard and push to sell us a house when we know in reality we are not going to buy it but still we love going to these houses…

This is so not fair!!!! I was coming home from work and I knew it!! I had barely spoken to him all day. He goes quiet on WhatsApp when he has been drinking. I get home and normally he is quick to shout hello from the office or gets up to greet me at the…

After work I forced myself to fit in a gym session before rushing home for more  meeting. Wow does it feel good when I am in gym. As good as I felt while being there, I did realize how unfit I was, as I did need to pause every now and then to take a breather.…

...when the alarm went off to wake me up to go to gym, I switched it off and reset it for an hour later when I would have to get up to go to work. So, today I failed to love myself enough to get up and go to gym in this morning while it…

To not have Sugary and Gassy drinks...  This drink has been my go to drink because it claims to not have sugar. I am addicted to all Gassy Drinks that are labelled    I googled  and I got a confusing answer... Yes. We sweeten Coke Zero Sugar in our bottles and cans with a blend of aspartame…

That is what my therapist asked me on Friday! Easy question right???? Not really! Yes, it is a feeling you have for someone else but do I have it for myself? I know when push comes to shove there is nothing I wouldn’t do for the people I love and feel add to my life…

This morning's (Friday the 14th) session with my new BFF! was great. Okay so she isn't my friend, but I felt it was so easy to talk to her and open up to her, unlike the past Therapist/OT/Doctors that I have seen in the past. Towards the end of the session, I showed her the Puzzle…

I get home last night, and we talk it out. Of course this is initiated by him. He tells me how the drinking has gotten bad...and it is because he uses the excuse of going for a drive in his car when he in fact he will go by a bottle of liquor and just…