5 Boys, Boys, Boys

"And I said all my lifeSee I been spending all this time, whoaEvery time I see ya its just enoughCause you and I was meant to be together in love Could you believe me somehowYou're second to noneAnd you got my loveYou got me under the gunCould you receive me somehowI'll stay with ya, stay…

I'm not going to lie, I like attention. I don't think I'm an attention whore, per say, but if an opportunity presents itself I have a hard time turning it down. The problem is that I work with a bunch of men, a bunch of construction-worker grade men. And I am definitely not lacking in…

I texted Andy the other day. I was at work and someone said something about "two out of three ain't bad" and started singing the Meatloaf song (2 out of 3 Ain't Bad) & I laughed (because of our inside joke about 2 outta 3). So I sent the song to Andy, telling him it reminded me of…

Remember that whole incident where I texted Andy that I missed him, and he told me we needed to move on? Guess who texted me that he missed me last night. If you guessed Andy, you're right; if you guessed someone else, you're an idiot. Either way, you're probably just as confused as me.

Andy sent me the song "This Old Heart of Mine" on Spotify (yeah that's a plug, I love Spotify...) - anyway, I am NOT reading into it...really!!! But every time I listen to it (which is often, because I love it), I WANT to - so badly; I do want it to be "meaningful"... "Bu...

I was talking to Andy today, about car shopping, and he jokingly made a comment that I "would look hot in a Lamborghini". Tell me, please, how he is allowed to make comments like that, and it's fine, but I tell him I MISS HIM, and it's inappropriate?! ...eh, not the point; the point is…

I texted Andy a happy St. Patricks Day ("because I know its basically his favorite holiday" ... or because I was reminiscing about our St. Patricks day experience together). He didn't respond. I got all weepy and hurt. And then got over it. ...and then he texted back, last night. Thanks, friend. ...

 I said: I  probably should be offended - I'm not - because it's true - but, it seems like I should be, offended. He quickly clarified that he hadn't meant for it to have such a negative connotation, on the contrary, he'd meant it as a compliment - that I was strong. I thought about&hel...

 I had sex with Brandon last night. No need to feign surprise. I cried, my face buried in his neck. He noticed, asked if I was crying, I said no, that I just had a cold; which, conveniently, was also true.  I asked him, after, whether he had been with other girls since the last…

I have this strange feeling that Andy is seeing someone. He hadn't texted me since Christmas (he hadn't even texted me first on Christmas, and he always texts me on holidays, I had finally texted him Christmas night).  So I texted him last night, told him I missed him. He responded, but comp...