2023

disappeared lol.... just been busy with work and school. A little bit to catch up on... but I will do that later.

for spirit to add a little wtf to my path... so yesterday I woke up to a dream.... a really good dream about a certain friend of mine, who I had deleted from fb and tiktok. Why i deleted him...he was in a committed relationship and considering he asked me out when I had started…

an update.... really life is just going through the motions. Work, school, housework, sleep and repeat...   There hasn't been a lot of chaos outside of the tiny terrorists I care for on the daily. The new babies are growing and meeting milestones, and the toddlers....well they are terrorists...

Jokes 🤦‍♀️ So this morning I log into fb dating, and I am matched with a guy named Tony.... who is from Tennessee 🤦‍♀️😹😹😹 The joke would be my ex (read the previous 2 posts for the latest tea on him)... is a Tony from Tennessee... and today is his birthday 🤣🙃🤣😹🤦‍♀️🖕 thanks spirit I…

I sent the package to him.... I posted the tiktok as well.... so far nothing.... but he is currently out of state with his new job as a trucker.... and his inmate (see previous post, it is true)... I mean his new girlfriend.... is sitting at the apartment waiting for his return.   I had…

and watching for the signs & synchronicities from spirit..... (get ready for some wtf drama lol)   So yesterday morning I get the usual notifications on my phone.... one being from a youtube tarot reader I follow. Usually the titles to his shorts resonate with things going on.... the tit...

Loves to tell me how it is. I imagine her as one of those no-nonsense matriarchs of our ancestors. So I did a read with her and lo and behold she throws out 10 cards 🤦‍♀️   #19 who in the world are you? • getting to know the new you •a fascination with getting…

Write it. I tried writing him a letter, telling him how I felt and I couldn't pull the words from my head. It sounded like jibberish and whining.   Tonight I am about 5 drinks tipsy.... and working with my cards... lol spirit really loves calling me out on bullshit. But I wouldn't trade this...

  You were a sociopath... (song by StėLouse)   **********   Not gonna lie there are quite a bit of songs on my playlist today that are just hitting the feels....saying things I would love to say to him.   So I've decided I'm going to write the letter the cards said to write hi...

Wonky for a lack of a better word. Life in itself is fine, work is going great, school is decent (a bit more on this later) and I'm doing okay in the single life, meaning that I like myself and have ample things to keep myself busy and amused.   However, I find myself dragging…