2012

      ♥ Wow. I can't even begin to express what I'm feeling right now. These past couple of days have been both incredible and awful all at the same time. I've done something I am regretting terribly and I am paying for it now with bruises and pain- and worst of all, silence...

      ♥ Dammit!  I cave way to easily. We just fucked like bunnies in the back of my moms suv. It was so fucking hot.        

      ♥ The snow. What a pain in the ass. It started late last night/early this morning and it's still snowing. Remember when snow cancelled my plans last week? This is just as much snow on top of that. So much snow that until about 3pm we were snowed in. I haven't left…

      ♥ Merry Christmas, friends! I had an interesting day. I was the last one out of bed this morning in a house full of adults- and that was at 8am! I didn't even really want to get up, I'm SO tired. We opened a few presents, had a big breakfast and then…

      ♥ I finally received the email I was expecting from Ed. It was very informative.. and quite frightening. He has been with and cheated on a LOT of women. I mean, a lot. Like, almost every relationship he's ever had, he's been seeing someone else on the side. Since colle...

      ♥ It's a freaking mess out there. It's been snowing since the freezing rain stopped last night. I don't mean a few flakes, either. It's coming down HARD and fast and it's windy. The plow went by a little while ago, but the road is already covered again. Looks pretty, b...

      ♥ Ed messaged me to tell me he's sending me an email today. I have been impatiently waiting to see what it's going to be about. I hate waiting. It's STILL snowing like crazy. We're going to have over 30cm- I'm sure of it. My entries always get an error when I…

      ♥ Well, of course it would end this way. Nothing ever seems to go as planned, does it? It looks as though I won't be going to visit Janet anymore. I am incredibly devastated over this- we've been planning and getting excited over this visit since the summer. Now the we...

      ♥ I met Ed this morning. He talked for an hour straight. He was jealous of me seeing other people- to which I quickly replied with a harsh snap about his WIFE. He's not in love with me (I never expected him to be) but he does have strong feelings toward me. …

      ♥ Let's start with what was supposed to happen. I was to meet Ed last night to give him a chance to respond to my email. He was bringing a kid to Perth for his job, which has proven to be a convenient time for us to chat briefly. Last night, however,…