2010- the makings of my life

jeremy, may yu rest in peace for all of eternity. may you find yourself at peace with your "brother and best friend" mark. you both will be missed dearly.jeremy,i will always remember the fun times we had as i watched you and your sister while your mom was at work. all of the times we…

i can not seem to shake this lousy feeling. i just feel like such crap by the end of the day. i'm not sure if i am coming down with something or what. i just feel like crap. either i get a good night of sleep or i seem to be sitting up other nights.…

lazy sundays..thats what i like. i decided to make this one of them. my house doesnt look to bad so i figured it would be well worth it after then long week that i had. i know that i will have a long day tomorrow. i did bake a spice cake and i make baked…

ok so i saw on facebook that my skanky sister in law was planning a trip to atlantic city to go gambling. now on her mothers birthday last week this same skanky bitch was complaining that she was broke and couldnt save money for a new car yada yada yada. so when i saw she…

so happy that this is the end of a long week. i have felt like crap all week and it just hasnt gotten any better. my back hurts like hell and i have been having problems sleeping because of it. work is work. i did get a raise the other day that i had no…

seems like everytime i have tried to get on here to write the last few days opendiary is down...story of my life.work is work..it sucks but i gotta pay the bills. it sucks right now not having matts extra money. driving to newark everyday is killing him with the gas. i will be so glad…

*sigh* i had such a nice day today. never mind yesterday. that just sucked....i'm over that.i went and did some theraputic shopping. i went to kohls and marshalls and bought a few new bras, a new pair of jeans, cute boots that look like uggs but arent uggs. i also bought a set of sheets.…

i dont have much to write right now as i am very much tired. been a very long week and i have to be up early tomorrow as i have to open. i just wanted to say thanks to those who left me some very nice birthday wishes.jasmine, thank you so much for dedicating and…

i figured since fall was here already i would change my diary up a bit to go with the seasons. i havent done so much this morning as i havent had much ambition. i did manage to get showered and such. i do plan to leave and head to my moms soon to drop off…

i cant believe its october. today felt like a real fall day. it was nice and sunny out and breezy. i went food shopping and i cleaned the house a bit. i'm completely wiped out already so i'm pretty much done for the day. i baked 2 apple pies and 2 loaves of pumpkin bread.…