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2010

Train Musings & Faith

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December 29, 2010
  Twelve in12  Reading    The Lance Thrower ~ Jack Whyte Finished I've been thinking a lot lately about faith and trusting in God.  I don't know why I'm in Michigan, and I don't know how I'm going to continue to survive.  But God continues to provide when I trust in ...
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the toughest part of the day

bleeding*star
December 23, 2010
  Twelve in12  Reading  The Lance Thrower ~ Jack Whyte Finished Its Christmas Eve, and there's a part of me that thinks I should be happy. Or excited, or something more than what I'm feeling.  I just don't seem to care or believe that its actually Christmas Eve.  I'm not ...
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but Lord knows that this world is cruel

bleeding*star
December 21, 2010
    Twelve in12  Reading  The Lance Thrower ~ Jack Whyte Finished So much for sleeping like a normal person.... My mom has said something to me a few times the past few days and I'm not sure exactly how I feel about it.  She keeps saying that she doesn't see me staying at...
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anyway to face the pain that kills you

bleeding*star
December 17, 2010
Twelve in12  Reading  The Lance Thrower ~ Jack Whyte Finished I no longer sleep like a normal person.  I can't.  I just... I can't.  I'm not tired when I try to sleep like a normal person.  Which would be fine in a normal person. "Just lie there with your eyes c...
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Promptings

bleeding*star
November 22, 2010
I've been losing out on the whole NoJoMo thing.  I can just never think of anything to write it seems.  Journaling used to be so important to me.  I couldn't wait to get home and online and start writing.  It was therapeutic and wonderful.  And I love looking back at my o...
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Virtual Grief

bleeding*star
November 16, 2010
When I was in high school, I had a teacher who betrayed everything it means to be a teacher.  Instead of building up, he destroyed.  Instead of protecting, he inflicted pain.  Instead of teaching, he brainwashed.  In of being a teacher, he was a monster. The other teacher - th...
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My Own Two Feet Should Be Able To Hold Me

bleeding*star
November 5, 2010
Now that I have a NoJoMo icon that I like, I've changed up the colors again.  This feels more soothing.  I have not been faithful to NoJoMo this year so far.  I think about writing, but I don't feel like I have much to write about.  Or rather much that I'm not avoiding that I&...
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Dead Like Me

bleeding*star
November 5, 2010
As the man sank to the bottom of the swamp, he called out to the boy.  "I thought you said this swamp had a hard bottom!" The boy called back to him.  "It does.  You just haven't reached it yet."
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Where’s my Aaron?

bleeding*star
October 31, 2010
 Its still the first, technically, I'm making it. I didn't go to work today.  I had migraine and didn't feel well; stayed up too late last night and...  Well, I couldn't get myself to get out of bed.  I hate this feeling.  I was hoping it would never come back again. &nbs...
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Dependence on Technology

bleeding*star
October 21, 2010
So evidently OD is up and working again. *Sigh* I feel like this is going to end up being an OD slam diary, which was not my intention at all for it. I know every website has its issues, and I know the DM over there has a life outside running OD. But its a…
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