2008

      can go the hell away now. Jan. Feb. So Jesse is kinda cute every once in a while.  He drew a picture of him dancing with mom in her wheelchair and wrote "I love you so much" above his drawing.  Adorbale little dorky boy. Mar. Apr. May I have a lawyer.&nbsp...

      Brandy is pregnant.  I am so excited for her.  The baby was an accident, but a happy accident.  I still hate Douchebag.  I have my doubts that he will stay around long.  He is still extremly immature. I am happy for her, but a small part of me is so j...

      Merry Christmas OD Family!!! Pics tomorrow, maybe.  After Christmas shopping. Woohoo!! :) Y'all take care,   Mandy   Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.  

      I love Christmas Eve.  We do all snacks.  Mmmm...cheese ball.  :) We will open presents in a bit. I had to stop by to say Merry Christmas!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! Y'all take care,   Mandy   Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.  

      Joseph got married yesterday.  I'm glad I was so easily replaced.  I maybe close to apathy finally.  It hurt, bad.  But now, I don't think I care anymore. I stayed with William last night.  He took me out to eat fondue.  He spoils me a lot. ...

      Just so blah.  I have no desire to do Christmas.  We are supposed to get up early in the morning and shop.  I don't want to.  I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't think its Joseph.  I thought I was happy about him being married.  Surel...

      Joseph texted me yet again today.  He wants one last romp before he gets married Saturday.  Stupid fucker.  Doll told me that his woman has a baby in her belly.  I do hope that's true.  If she has a kid, maybe he'll be to busy to annoy me and my child...

      You know, sometimes I can't help being clingy and needy.  I just want to be paid attention to.  Its pathetic, but I want to be the center of your attention all the time. I feel like I should back off and pull away.  Its what I want to do.  I want...

        I'm taking the winter off from shcool.  I'm run down so no classes until Jan 20th. Anyway, i want to read something new.  Give me some book names.  I need soemthing interesting.  I haven't read for pleasure in months.  Entertain me.  :) Y'...

      You may think I'm retarded, but when a FedEx truck pulls up with a box full of toys, it makes me happy.  :) Today is better.  William stayed with me until like 2.  it was nice to have him for the night.  I wish I were ready for Doll to see it,…