2006

A child is a step in the right direction??  Maybe for some people it is and in the future it will be for Stephen and I but for now its not a step in the right direction.  Not saying we wouldnt welcome a child in our lives, were just not quite ready for that. Sorry…

HEAF, the foundation that paid for my cataract surgeries used my story in their newsletter.  Not the best picture of me but whatever.  Also......shes the one who said we got teary eyed, I just said we were both really excited.....the girl who did the story assumed I meant teary eyed.&nb...

We leave for NY on the 22nd.  Im probably just going to work half a day that day then go home, tell my lil bro happy birthday and leave.  We plan to be back on the 2nd.  So, I guess we are spending another New Years in NY.  Fine by me.  Maybe it will snow......last…

Wow, I dont come here very much any more. Lets get started, first things first....the first thing on my brain this AM.  The asshole.  Why you ask......would he be on my brain.....hes NEVER there.  Because I saw him this morning.  I passed him going over the RR tracks.  I ...

......I cant breathe.  I havent been able to since Saturday.  Been sick and it sucks ass. Worked the election yesterday, went REALLY well.  We were VERY busy.  VERY busy.....steady flow of people in all day.  We had 383 voters turn out which is a HUGE number for us. ...

I'm deleting them all, unless you want to remain. Let me know!

I decided I should move back in to my folks house.  I feel guilty for not being there when they need me the most.  I am the big sister, it is my job to take care of them.  People are telling me its not my responsibility, that I am old enough to have my own…

Thanks to all those who have noted me lately.  I know, Ive been a crappy OD'er but Im just not in the right state of mind to actually care about this place.  Hopefully soon I will piece myself together enough to catch up on faves and notes. Im still not doing very good. Friday was…

I got some very upsetting news yesterday just before I left work.  Which could potentially create even more upsetting news.  Im hoping for the best, but you never know. Didnt feel like doing anything at that point, I was depressed, still am. Fought with Stephen over stupid shit.  I...

That was a good bath we got yesterday, we needed it.  Stephen thought the ambulance could use a little extra cleaning as well and flooded the damn thing out.  He was stuck in that nasty water for 3 or 4 hours, if not longer.  Poor fella.  I reminded him to look out for floatin...