2006

How bad am I? Not only to I basically drop of the face of OD-world for a few weeks, but I never answered all the questions. Well, here they are finally!!!! 1 Which friend(s) do you admire most and why? Megan - She's dealt with so much and she's still strong. She has two beautiful…

So many thoughts, feelings, stuff going on. I really need to try and find time to recount all that has happened the past few weeks. I've been horrible about updating because I've been so busy and so miserable. I spent some time with Manny and some of the old gang tonight - Settle, Lange, Kathleen...

How do you end a crappy semester? By getting real fucked up and offered sex. I didn't take the sex. Sad face. But the drinking was just perfect. Thank you, Dustin and Eric and Connors. Fuck you, Melissa and Jenn. Well maybe not Jenn as much as Mel. But still.... I can expalin later when…

Oh goodness. Mike's on his way to Africa. I hate my roommates; they have way too much drama. I'm dreading next semester and living in this apartment. I have three finals and six juries in three days next week. I'm sick with a cold. My spring semester just got changed AGAIN. My therapist told me&h...

MeLiSs4114: you need to get your ass in gear and find out if youre moving out or not. we need to know by friday and you have to have all ur shit out by the end of the semester. jennifer has been nice to you all this time and alls youve been doing is ignoring…

Okay. All I want for Christmas is a new roommate! A new place to live with a new roommate All I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS A NEW ROOMMATE! Dear Santa, I don't ask for much really. Even though I want Mike to define our relationship SOMEHOW, I'll leave that to the African shaman to do…

I came back from Thanksgiving Break, and decided that things need to change. I'm not going to put up with the shit anymore. I will not keep my mouth closed and I will not be nice about it. I will say what I need to say. If you want to act like a child, then…

Happy: IT SNOWED! A lot! Like there are inches and snow removal devices are required to use your car! Sad: Since I didn't go home for Thanksgiving, I never got my boots, hats or gloves for the winter. And it's cold outside! Happy: I played WoW all weekend. Sad: I got no work done. Happy:…

So tonight the drinks should be bought for Mitch and Dustin the bartender. I've quoted Dustin in previous entries. I went out to the bar with Mitch tonight and I had a great time. It was not a get-sloshed-beyond-belief kind of time. It was a have two drinks and talk a lot. It was beyond…

This is the darkness of my life. This is the bad side, the non-comprehendable side of me. This is where my sometimes friends fail and falter, unsure how to proceed. This is where my energy friends reach out and pour everything they've got at me. This is where I struggle to cling to outstretched h...