2005- Emergence

Merry Christmas and stuff. Just got home from the family stuff. sick as a dog. gonna go lay down in a bit. my life??? still sucks. i'm so confused.

Never eat breakfast, then turn on music and dance around like a lunatic IMMEDIATELY afterwards. i'm gonna puke. bleck. i had great revenge yesterday. this stupid green truck was driving like an idiot. and he's so smart he starts to TAILGATE A HIGHWAY PATROL TRUCK. then he swerves around them like...

I sent him a yahoo alien. ya know, it's smiling, and then it rips off it's face to show the alien? yeah. so... he sent back a shock face. and then added me to his list. but i should have already been there. so... he DID delete me. what the fuck. it sort of pisses…

I just finished reading that book. i forget the little boy dies in the end. that's so sad!!!! i cried at work. har har har. and Blah blah blah. As you can see I changed my diary again. Waterfalls and purtyness. Cept... my colors are all screwed up and when i try to choose a…

I had a 30 damn dollar steak today.   it KICKED ASS AND WAS DELICOUS BEYOND WORDS... but 30 bucks? good thing i had some to take home so i could savor all 30 dollars of it. jeeeesh in heaven! claim jumpers can kill your ass. i'll never let a date take me there. i…

fitful sleep. fitful thoughts. i'm just a fitful fool right now.   I just ate the rest of my 30 dollar steak. deeeeeelicious! beef. yummay. i do love me sum meat. ayuh.   Anyway... i'm coming down with a cold and that sucks. i have a ton of presents to wrap. now i feel sick.…

I had this plan all figured out in my head. Instead of taking the moment when it was open, i have no waited and lost the chance. so that means all of my "courage" will seep out through my toes and eyes in tears and I'll have to get it back and once again it'll…

THAT MOTHER FUCKING CAT PEED ON MY BED AGAIN. i want to kill her. it sucks to come home and find your room reeking of cat piss, and realize the smell is coming from your bed. i hate that damn animal. i can't wait till she decides to run away and get ran over by…

i want to deadbolt thoughts of BB in an attic. and let them DIE DIE DIIIIIE. anyway, that's all I'm gonna say about that. I need to pay bills. I hate bills. Car insurance mostly. and i have to get an oil change. and stuff. I love that show Inked. yep. i'm random today. i…

Driving along... la la la sing tra la... oh construction... hmmm BIG BUG FLYING BUG ON ME ON ME ONNNN MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! yeah, i'm glad i didn't wreck my car. it was just a moth... but it was a HUGE MOTH, A GIGANTIC MONSTROUS EVIL MOTH. and ugh... i opened my windows and it STILL WOULDN'T&he...