2005

I'm still alive, just been busy with the school finals and concerts and Christmas and life in general. I have no job right now, so I might update tomorrow (or later today), but I've somewhat lost the desire to write at the moment. I've lost that desire to write out my deepest thoughts and sort&he...

So forget all the nasty and mean things I said in the last entry about Manny. Thursday morning at 7:30 my grandmother called from Florida. My grandfather was seriously ill with a pseudo-aneurysm, which is not false, but worse than a "normal" one. The surgery he would have to go through was very, ...

Its hard to write in here sometimes because of the relationships I have built and created here. I don't like letting people down and this entry may let some of you down. But this is my diary and I want to get this out. I'm sorry if I've let you down. I'm sorry if this…

They say women never forget things, but I think men are just as bad. They can live for years infamously on one story, one circumstance from years past. Thanksgiving this year was celebrated by my family, Art, Andrea, Terry, Jerry and Bernard at a restaurant called Troika. Troika is a Russian rest...

I'm writing, I'm writing. The days since my last entry have been....well, honestly odd. I'm in this weird mood that isn't really a mood at all. Maybe I'm on auto pilot, I'm not really sure. We drove to the cabin on Wednesday. Actually, I drove. This morning we drove to Montreal. We're staying in ...

Short little update. I can't type well because I'm wearing a splint. Why? Oh yes, I have carpal tunnel syndrome. So I'm wearing a wrist splint now except when I'm sleeping or practicing oboe. I'm having nerve studys done to figure out how much nerve damage has been done. Dr. Kathy is great. She t...

I am incredibly tired, but I wanted to get this down now before the week begins. The audition was great. Dr. H is awesome and I think it will work out well with us. She and I talked about what level I'd be coming into and what the timeline was for admissions. She told me…

Ehh, so much for everday... Paul called me on Monday and we set up a lunch date for Tuesday. We met up at Perkins after my classes. It was really really nice. I told him about CK and how I felt about not telling him. His parents had recieved the basic church letter that Keith…

So its Sunday. I'm a busy loser who really should be writing here everyday. Not for anyone else but for me. Just to keep track of my feelings, thoughts, emotions and stages of thinking. Anyways.... FRIDAY - I was up and cooking at 8:30 for the study group. It was a good session. I like…

Today was just busy. I slept in because I took Ny-Quil last night and it really knocked me out. I needed to sleep. I had therapy at 12:45 so I got up and took and shower and all that jazz. It was good to talk about everything and how a lot of it is reminding…