2004

I love to debate. Not argue, not fight, yell with curses and threats. Debate. I probably should have been on the debate team in high school, but I didn't care back then. Healthy debates can teach you so much. At least they teach me things. Especially when the person I'm debating is so highly diff...

I've been browsing through OD the past few days and some things are taking shape in my head. Random thoughts that are begining to make me think American freedoms will never be fully realized. I read an entry where a girl was complaining about an incident at her school. Another student wore a shir...

Define your faith. What religion are you? What do you believe? Where do you go to church? Are you going to heaven? Do you believe in heaven? Do you believe in God? Do you believe in Satan? Do you believe anything? "You've changed so much since high school. You used to br Susie Christian and…

I've noticed a trend with my diary lately. I've been writing more and more for the people here on OD, rather than for me and my sanity. And its driving me slightly insane. So for the next few days, I think I'm going to keep things either private or on Favorites Only, depending on the…

Megan has this friend, Holly, who she's known since 5th grade. They've been best friends forever. I've spoken to Holly but I've never actually met her, which is funny because Megan says we are very similiar. Sometimes she slips and calls me Holly or vice versa. I seriously feel like I know Holly ...

Things are strange. It doesn't feel like Thanksgiving, nor like I've really had a break from working. Probably because its not long enough. I had Thursday and Friday off and now that it's Saturday, its starting to sink in that I'm on vacation. Well, I did work on Thursday, serving food at a partn...

Heather posted something the other day on her OD. She hasn't posted in months and I wouldn't be surprised if she still reads this. HELLO OUT THERE! I don't really care. But she must know that I still have her journal on my favorites. Maybe she doesn't. But she posted this poem that I might…

Its way too late and I'm still awake. I finally got on a cleaning kick and I didn't want to sleep until it was somewhat done. My room is such a mess still. Hmmm, reflects my life how interesting. I'm in such a weird ass mood. Not depressed, not extremely happy. More numb and just…

I'm scum I know. I haven't written cause I've been busy lately. I can't go online anymore at work because of my stupid boss. She has this new software on her computer that lets her track when people go online and what websites they go to. It sucks majorly, but thats the way things go.…

I talked to Mike last night. I was suppose to call him Sunday afternoon, but I watched Mission Impossible instead. I kinda wanted to blow him off a little. But I did call him on the way home from work. We talked. It was good and interesting. He said some stuff I wasn't sure I…