2003 TOD

you got me shifted lifted higher than a ceiling and oo wee its the ultimate feeling you got me lifted feeling so gifted sugar how you get so fly? This is not the day to mess with me. I hate answering phones and I'm only doing it cause I love my boss and she's sick.…

well I won't ever tell the world that I don't belong Please don't ever tell the world That I don't belong Well I won't ever change my ways and I can't be strong please don't ever tell the world that I don't belong Was it life I betrayed for the shape that I'm in It's…

i just wish everything would be okwhen will everything be ok? Everything is so fucking confusing. Last night was the ROI concert, but I didn't get to see them play because we left before they went on. Manny came with us and he was acting all weird and annoying. Almost like he was jealous, but&hel...

Across the floor in the hand of where we drove the drill a cautious ear to the mouth of your confession think of all the things we put him through in the face of his god would he tell the truth? still recorded were the words that dribbled out his kiss when eyes go blind…

So last night was the firm Christmas/Holiday/whatever they called it party. It was at this restaurant that isn't opened on Monday's usually. They open every year for the Christmas party. It was open bar and there was some food. They had like meat and melon (YICK!) and shrimp which was ok and pizz...

Perfect by Simple Plan Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time Doing things I wanna do But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now i try hard to make it I just want to…

Grrrrrr!!!!! All my friends are just royally pissing me off these past few days. I wonder if its cause its that time of the month or what it is. Shall we start at the top of the list? Destiny is cool and all but she obesseses way too easily. Everytime I hang out with her…

Another day, another death. Life is on the continous treadmill. Maybe today I will stop feeling the pain of loss. Maybe tomorrow someone will dance on my grave and be happy instead of sad. Dance the night away beneath the bare trees and the snow sky. And the conversation always turns to Russ. Yah...

*sing to tune of Mickey Mouse Club* "Monday sucks oh Monday sucks oh Monday is the worst day And i'm certain you'll agree M-O-N-D-A-Y S-U-C-K-S Almost got in an accident Then I got played M-O-N-D-A-Y S-U-C-K-S Monday sucks Boys suck All they ever want is to get laid My shoulder hurts I'm boiling ...

So they are bumping up my medication. Hopefully that helps. Jenny is just cool. Its weird. With Lori it didn't really feel like she was doing anything. It was just talking and trying to convince me of things. Things I already know and believed but for some reason just can't follow. I wanted someo...