2002 TOD

Ok, so things can really change after a power nap and some girl talk. I slept for a few hours after writing that entry rather than do anyhing else. Anna called and wanted to go out to eat and so once I woke up I called her back and we made plans for dinner. I…

Where was I??? Monday night. Manny immmed me. I'm not in the mood. I need way more space than he wants to give I sometimes think. I don't know, not gonna analyze the situation too much right now. Not worth the effort. Ok, so we were talking, or rather he was talking and I was…

Yah so its been a while and I haven't written and a lot has happened so its time to try and write everything out. I'm going to try and start at the begining but theres more interesting stuff at the end. Just trying to keep my thoughts organized. OK so Manny and I had the…

OK - so I'm a little bored, and just chillin in my room. There's a lot going on in my head. Trying to sort things out. Well, Jennie and I were talking a few days ago about me not coming back. Jennie has a friend on another dorm who needs/wants a roommate. So I think…

So I just did one of the hardest things ever. I told Manny I wanted to chill out for a while at least until I got home for Christmas. I don't know if he agreed with it because he decided it really was a good idea, or because he thought I wanted it. I don't…

I'm kinda pissed off a little right now. Maybe for no good reason, but still I'm mad. Someone told me there's a rumor that she heard about me not wanting to come back to Calvin. Granted - this is true, but I really don't want everyone knowing how much I hate it here. I mean…

So I talked to Mommy today. She told me all about All-State and they fun they had. I was starting to lose my nerve about telling her about not coming back to Calvin. But that was why I had called and so I did tell her. And I cried. But she said it was ok.…

Ok, so I made it back to calvin with no accidents. I went shopping with Kathy, Matt and Tim. It was fun. Got lots of stuff. Some nice sweaters, CDs, cd carrying case and other stuff. There was one toy that we wanted for Lauren on a high shelf. No on was around so I…

I can hear ticking clocks, Running rampant in Me, chiming in apogee Waiting for the cynergy Of Her and Me waiting on the light And I Never say goodnight Never say that i'm always right Now in you girl I'm consent to drown You're High and Im so Down This Night'll end sooner But much…

Happy Turkey Day! I made it safe and sound out to Ohio. Oh boy, but what a trip. Should have taken us maybe 3 hours, possibly four since we stopped for dinner. But going 20 mph down 28th street was slow and so was the traffic jam on the highway. And then, thankfully after we…