04. summer before sr yr of hs

Happy 500th entry!It's not much, but I was struggling for ideas. I took all of these pictures with a manual minolta camera. I developed the film myself, and I spent hours in the darkroom making each of these prints. I hope you enjoy them!I love you all... as I'm being~swept away in the hall curre...

*relief floods through veins*Let me start off by writing what I wanted to write LAST night. Friday night, after Nolan and I kissed goodnight, I sort of hugged him again, and a "love you" kind of came out of my mouth. Now, this is a funny phenomenon, because I had no intentions of saying "I…

Lord, am I really becoming one of those despiseable couples? A public display couple? Goodness... I mean no, we're not being gross in public... but it's there. You have no idea how completely swept I am by Nolan. He is the sweetest thing EVER! I don't even know where to begin... he just... IS.Som...

Insightful entries... no pressure or anything. Hehe... well I try.Several things to talk about. Last night, as I mentioned, was our first football game of the season. Kind of intimidating for the sophomores, I'd imagine, and even for the juniors. However, I am quite happy to say that for the firs...

Now, the odd thing about this is... I go through about 3 moods per hour. That's not what I was going to say originally, but it's true too. I was going to say, that the odd thing is Nolan held my hand on the way back from the stadium. Which means instead of us silently…

So tonight was definitely our first date. Of course, it was my first date ever... but it was Nolan and my first date. We went to Arabica... not the one in this city, but the other one... some of you know what I'm talking about. I got chai (but of course... 3rd night in a…

And no, it's not because of that. That was two weeks ok. I have entries to back it up. It's just me... it's just band... it's just life.Band. It's all-consuming. It eats away at our brains... we become slaves to the band. We all get together... to talk about what? Band. We all get online...…

I would just like to say that Meg has put me back to my senses. After a car ride, some chai from Borders, and some yummyful crunchy cinnamon bagels from Panera bread, I was much better off. I'm just being stupid about Nolan. I'm not going to stop things... I want to see where they…

This is me fresh, showered, make-uped, cute, and ready to go out on a date. This is me starting to wonder whether I really like Nolan that much. This is me thinking I've talked to Meg too much. This is me totally wondering what to do with myself.On the one hand I may have the…

I don't even want to get into the entire week of band camp. Kim and Aims both wrote about it, but I just can't motivate myself to do it. Stupid me didn't write in my diary while we were there. It was a combination of not having time and not wanting the people around me…