How do I stop loving you? Do I want to?

How do I stop loving?  do I want to? Yes&no

I wish I could stop loving you it would just make everything easier I wouldn’t  have to feel Jealously  or anger towards other people for the simplest of actions I could truly be happy with w.e choice you decide to take I could stop racking my brain ohh well maybe if I do this or send this maybe it could change something even though I know nothing will one sided love isn’t easy it’s prabably one of the hardest things I’m going through  I wish I could flip a switch and these feelings would go away if only it were that easy I wish I could stop loving you but do I want to NO

Loving you is prabably the easiest thing to do regardless if it’s one sided I’ve never felt like this before I love the emotions that come with this love it’s so euphoric just seeing you being in your presents  makes my day so much better bad days are now good days whenever your around getting to hear you laugh watching you smile whether it’s me or someone else doing it makes me feel amazing every little thing you do just uhhh I don’t have words to describe how amazing you are just by being you I honestly wouldn’t change anything I don’t understand how this even happened or why these feelings are so strong honestly I’m glad it’s one sided because if these feelings were reciprocated  I’d prabably fuck it up and lose you which would break me and idk if I could take that this control you have over me is wild I would do anything and everything for you and all you have to do is ask anything to see you happy How do I stop loving you? Do I want to YES