What now?

I don’t know why things have to be so damned complicated all the time. I get one part of my life straightened out, and then something comes out of left field to threaten to destroy it all.

This past year has been no better than all the others. I want a year where I don’t have a major falling out with someone, a dramatic situation, or heartache. Next year is shaping up to be pretty good, but that’s what I said in January. And, two heartaches, a DWI, death, a mental breakdown (not me), and some financial trouble later, I just say fuck it all.