The Fate Chronicles (Pt. 4) Pathetic Conclusion

I agree. What’s the point?

The details of the rest of the story have all of a sudden gotten very fuzzy for me, I do that sometimes….fade in and out of memories.

I know that towards the end of it I wrote some pretty powerful stuff in my home journals. I know I thought nothing could ever get better and that life just sucked. If you go back to part one and read the beginning of it, you’ll notice I said I would be making molehills out of mountains from now on. The story was supposed to somehow illustrate how even the worst times in our lives, eventually pass…and we move on. But I got off track from that.

And in turn…the events that happen yesterday, today, and tomorrow…will pass, and we’ll move on.

I’ve decided to end it all. No, no….not like that. You have to remember, this is one smart cookie that you’re dealing with. I’m ending it all, in other ways. I have better things to focus my attention on.

In other news…Nate is moving out next week. James and him came to blows, and they just couldn’t work out their differences. We’ll turn that room into an art room. I think I’ll paint it yellow, maybe orange…maybe black.

Maybe a touch of gray.

Work is getting better, sometimes worse. We have another new leasing consultant, and she’s a peach. I really like her. So things are looking up.

There are so many other things I want to say…but OD seems to have lost it’s shine. Maybe I’ll polish it back up…but then again…

…maybe not.