Shady’s Back

*Tap, tap, tap* Is thing on?

Meh. I suppose after a 3 and half year hiatus, there must be something that brings me back here. And I suppose, there is. Albeit there are two people that do actually know me, it’s been a while since they’ve touched the pages here as well, and I guess I hope that their boredom forgets to bring them back to find that I’ve broken silence. I suppose it all doesn’t need to matter. The only one it would really matter to would be my consistent and still watch dog G, still a part of my life after all these years. In the best part of my life actually, a dear friend of mine, and in love with a dear friend of mine. Sometimes I think their eventual union was the intended outcome of that whole charade, and if that is the case, bully for us.

Back to the matter, I come for the anonymity -save for the above mentioned. I yearn for the days when I could write freely and not hide behind fall out of poisoned words. Facebook, myspace, blogs and the like. No reason to put a face or name to some words, better to leave them out there for some random reader to happen upon, and either take solace in or discard.

So I leave this entry as a tease to my return. An eve to the entry I wrote in my head as I fell asleep last night. Some things come full circle, and maybe this is one of those things. I know Satori couldn’t care less, and I hope if G finds the words to come that he keeps them for himself only. I guess that’s really all I ask, just know that this might be the outlet I need, even if just for a little while…