wow, working feels weird

Here’s an anomaly… I got in to work this morning and IMMEDIATELY STARTED WORKING! I usually stroll in, doddle around, check my email, go to OD, goof on that for half an hour and THEN start work. ha ha. But today I got in AND ZIP ZAP ZOOMO! work ahoy! I’ve already done 5 things and I’ve only been here 30 minutes!

Crazy productivity yo. I think that gives me a lot more wiggle room to slack on like a slackalacious slack a billy! *blink*

So it’s obvious that my insanity is still tickling at my edges.

Let me elaborate.

So last night I Simmed… well ORGANIZED. I went through my "decorations" and put them into collections so it’s easier to find my custom content and stuff. It took me an hour just to do the decorations. I still have to go through the other stuff and organize that. Crazy times. But needed for me to get maximum enjoyment.

And I have over 3,000 downloaded files. Addicted much? It makes my game load up slower, which sorta sucks, but at the price of having SO MUCH CUTE STUFF. ha ha. I need to not download anymore. I’m totally over doing it.

So anyway, while I was doing that I got all sad. I hadn’t talked to Baboo since I got home. And he said something that made me start my spiral as I was talking to him while I walked to the train. I commented that we only had 2 weeks left! And he said "Who say’s I’ll want to be around you all the time again?" or something to that effect. He was "joking"… but it was one of those jokes that sorta has more than just a pinch of reality mixed in. It hurt my feelings and I ended the conversation. So that alone had me in a weird place.

I get 25 minutes on a train to just sit and think myself to death.

I got home, made dinner, talked to my kids and did 30 minutes of Salsa. But I couldn’t shake it. yes, I’m emo girl 3000 right now…

oh  hell, i just got swarmed into work for an hour! hahahaha. crazy right?

Anyway, I was all emo feeling doom and gloom and Baboo sensed it and tried to cheer me… but it was hard. I was restless and couldn’t sleep and blah.

I’m starving right now and I need to eat something since I’ve been actually working this morning.

I’ll be back later with dribble dibble doooooo…. (wow… i’m stupid)