What Not To Wear *E rubbing lesbians

I got a note asking about what I’m gonna wear on New Years Eve… and the honest answer is… nothing special. *sigh*

I wish I had some cute new outfit, but I won’t.

I just don’t have any extra money for it. I sorta hope to get a few gift cards, but I doubt it this year.

So yeah, I’ll probably wear jeans and a shirt with a sweater (I wish i had a hoodie with deep pockets!) and my old ratty 3 year old shoes. I really  need new shoes. But my kids come first. And financing my trip takes the rest of my money after presents… so here I am…. blah.

 

I have to pee.

In a few I think we are leaving for the Christmas luncheon! Yay buffet! (that rhymes…) and we probably won’t get back to the office till at least 1… which cuts off a huge chunk of time for me to sit here and wonder what the hey ho I’m doing.

blah!

And I got a few nice presents from people. Mostly candy jars. ha ha. My kids will be happy. I have to keep myself AWAY from the candy jars!

I’m not losing any weight, but I am trying to maintain where I’m at. I don’t want to gain!

That’s why I didn’t skip breakfast… but I only had rice cakes. It’s FOOD ok. hahahahah.

Just… not really.

Hm.

So I’m so happy to have tomorrow off! yessssaaaa!!!!!

I’m babbling about nothing.

squeeze your sphincter.

do it.

nevermind.

hi.

i’m gonna go.

wretched.

*E HOW COULD I FORGET THIS!

So we just had this group of carolers come by and sing. it was cute and a little funny.

Anyway, at one point I leaned over to see a part of the group I couldn’t see and ended up rubbing my arm against the butt of the woman next to me… who just so happens to be of the lesbian persuasion. I said "oh, i’m sorry, exscuse me…."

and I KID YOU NOT… she looked me up and down, smiled, winked and said "oh… it’s ok…"

*blink*

Ummmm… right.

Ok whatever!

She’s not really my type and I already have a bi-curious girlfriend up in san fran that i have make out plans with (aka love muffin. ha ha) so back off lady!

 

ha ha.

ok, i’m done.

i’m also wrong and weird.

but you like it, don’t you…

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December 18, 2008

i kind of miss xmas get togehjers at work…kinda! hahah, no, your lst note was not bad at all. i dont want kids, im not the type of person who should have kids, so im not ever gonna have kids! but, in my family, they try to pressure me to have kids anyways instead of recognizing that i already know how selfish & horrid i am & THANKIN me for not bring babies into this world! they dont care, they

December 18, 2008

just want me to be miserable like them. they all got accidentally prego & now they have no money & cant go nowhere & they want me to be just like them. whenever i go on vacation, they say things like “oh it would be so much better if u had a kid to take with u!” uh, no, i wouldnt have the money for vaca if i had a kid at all! i love my neices & nephews dearly but having one of my own is out of the

December 18, 2008

question. as for my friend, she loves her son to death, but she is just being honest with me. of course she would never tell anyone else that she wish she didnt have her kid, but she realizes her life is ahrder with him. she realizes what a sacrifice it is & how much f a good life she had to give up b/c she chose to keep him. at this point, she doesnt think he was worth givin up her old life…

December 18, 2008

i just re-read my notes & realized they are full of typos & bad grammar! i was typing wayyy too fast, but i think u got what i was saying!!! have a great day & i’ll try not to bombard you with notes next time!

lol about the lesbian. i’d be so embarrassed! i didn’t go to our company christmas party cuz i was out of town… but i DID get a like 500+ bonus on my paycheck today for the holiday. yay!!!

December 18, 2008

Ha! You are getting all the girls aren’t you?

December 18, 2008

That was a nice compliment from the lesbian! A little perverted and wrong, but nice! Hey I still like it when guys notice me 🙂 Sounds like Xmas is coming together for you! Oh I know about the cookies and the candy and trying not to gain weight — uuuff.

December 18, 2008

Ha that’s funny.

December 18, 2008

Girl, you know they are not shy and will say whats on their minds, lol. I am sure she was just teasing you know. Maybe to make you not feel so uncomfortable that it happened. An ice breaker of sorts. I think. Maybe.

December 18, 2008

hahaha nice she cruised you good

December 19, 2008

I squeezed. I DID. Lol. How could I not? When I know you “say it” when I tell you to!!!! lol. Rice cakes can be REALLY good if you put stuff on them. Healthy stuff. Like peanut butter or lowfat creamy cheeses like laughing cow cheeses (OH DAMN YUM!)or peanut butter and raisins or cheeses and your fave veggie like a tomatoe or something. That will fill you up healthily. Boop!