what a damn mess

Ugh.

today was just… whatever.

I woke up just fine, about 10 minutes into my routine my head began to throb, the room spun, and vomit was presently on the way . No reason for me to even consider work, seeing as I had only slept about an hour due to an intense LOUD heartbeat throbbing in my ears. I ahve high blood pressure, it’s nothing to really mess around with.

So against my  normal routine of ignoring it or self diagnosing I called the advice nurse who promptly told me to go the emergency room.

Um… ok…

Yeah, 5 hours and an $100  co-pay later, I was diagnosed with a "serious migraine" and sent home with some pain meds. I could just SPIT at that co pay when I could have gotten the same diagnoses from my normal doctor for 10 bucks.

Ugh.

I was scared though and I’m just relieved my heart isn’t damaged and I’m not about to die.

I’m really tired and ugh… but it is what it is. I’ll be back to normal tomorrow, damn it. I MUST.

I’m on a misson to eat healthier (bought a bunch of apples, it’s a damn start!) and lose some weight and stop having these issues. it’s just stupid.

anyway, tomorrow I will write about lovely things, including how proud I am of my  little brother Joseph who I got to see play in a band last night. He’s such a talented musician and I never knew he could sing!

AND THEN… The Walking Dead premiere was pretty awesome. I don’t even have anythin greally critical to say except just "waht I would have done" lol…

I think this season is going to kill last season… and then come back to life as a kick ass zombie… or something.

 

anyway, all that later. I gotta get my kids and do the mom thing and go to bed early so I can get to work tomorrow and stop being sick!

 

 

 

 

 

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Oh my! I am so glad that you are ok!!!!

October 17, 2011

Fucking ick. That’s frightening. I’m glad you’re okay. You’re sick of being sick. I don’t usually get sick but I have a cold. I got it yesterday. I’m not trying to say that in a bad way as consolation. Lol. I hope we both get better soon. Nothing like having a cold and then soon be having your period on top of that which I will be soon.

October 17, 2011

Ohhhh, mama, that shit scares the hell outta me. I’m glad you’re okay, and I’m glad you’ve renewed your focus on healthy eating (read: NOT A DIET- “diets” suck). Whatcha gonna do wit dose appleoos? 😉 Dude… That premiere had a TON of “facepalm” moments! I was LITERALLY screaming with frustration. I didn’t know whose neck I wanted to wring more. That said, I can’t wait for next week! :DDD

October 17, 2011

I am glad it was not more serious. Hope you are feeling better. ((hugs))

October 17, 2011
October 17, 2011

Feel better soon. Migraines suck!!!

October 18, 2011

At least you’re ok! I know how you feel about spending way too much money at the ER! I missed the premier of walking dead 🙁 Just finished season 1 though.

October 18, 2011

What I didn’t get was how Dale was scanning the horizon from the top of an RV, and somehow didn’t notice a herd of like 50 zombies until they were like 50′ away from him? Or maybe they just made it look odd somehow.

October 18, 2011

so glad your ok!

October 18, 2011

damn, i hate migraines. what is co-pay?

October 18, 2011

Better safe than sorry, even if it cost you $100 🙁

October 18, 2011

uuugh i get migraines so bad. I have to go get shots every time

October 19, 2011

ah, yea, migraines are good times… glad you’re ok!!

October 23, 2011

I know your pain. I have Maxalt for migraines. It helps at the onset of a migraine, but if it gets out of control.. forget it. They’re also ten bucks a pill. Ouch.