Well Hello… *insert rambling insanity here*

 

yes, the period FINALLY STARTED.

God, what a damn mess!!!

It infuriates me that it was this late. WHY BODY WHYYYYYYY. (five days late, TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN THE SIXTH DAY!)

ANYWAY… at least that is over.

but now I have another problem.

i hurt and I’m tired.

going home to cook dinner seems like some form of death. 

I’m trying to figure out a way to get out of cooking, but I can’t.

argh!

my legs hurt.

whine whine whine pout pout pout.

I find myself writing but all I can write about si food.

how delicious this or that tastes.

how it feels in the mouth.

the way the taste creates ecstasy.

I might have a problem.

ha!

Oh well.

I’m going to buckle down and be a good girl. I will not go home and beg to be taken out to eat. I will behave!!!

Feasibly,I could take the family to Denny’s.

but I won’t.

I will make the damn chicken and all that damn crap.

And I will lay down and relax while it’s cooking.

My children will cry of hunger and I will shake my fist at them! SHAKE I SAY!!!!

Was I really begging for my period earlier?

This thing sucks.

being a girl just SUCKS.

ugh.

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

So my boss sent out an email that said we are to leave the front counter unattended after 3:30 and if people come, too bad on them.

Wahoo, so now i won’t feel bad when I do it.

My uterus hurts.

no babies yet.

this time next year… maybe.

ha.

so i’m hoping i have the chance to go to the dumb newspaper next week. i ran out of money *shakes fist at Disneyland*… so yeah.

but oh, it’ll happen soon enough. please soon.

i am ready.

what am i TALKING ABOUT?!

I just don’t know.

spicy chicken bowl. 

Or perhaps this picture of my children in our pool:

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The pool annoys me. The tarp on top isn’t working quite right and we’ll have to empty and refill.

I don’t think we’ll do that. I think we’ll empty and be done with it for now. The boys will be at my parents for two weeks pooling themselves to death.

 

I don’t know.

 

blah.

what am i doing?

work is over in 10 minutes.

I should clean off my desk.

*flee*

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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