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My heart is really heavy today. I’m feeling a sadness from several sides. It’s rough, but I’m sure not as rough as those who are in throes of the true pain.
god, I’m just so SAD. I feel so bad for the people I care about and I can’t do ANYTHING to help them!!!!
I had some shit to talk about, but I forgot. lol.
Guess it’s not important right now.
I won free pizza from the super bowl coin toss, from Papa Johns. Wheee.
Uhhh, I played video games and slept.
I watched a few movies.
I spent time with my kids.
I visited my dad in the hospital, he’s doing ok. He went home last night.
what else, what else…
I wish I could remember what I was gonig to say, but I can’t.
so fuck it.
I’m gonna go do work or whatever the hell they pay me to do and try to either absorb and process how fucking sad I am, or find a way to move past it. I don’t know.
I know a few reasons why I’m sad, and those people know that I love them and I’m there for them, but there is something about being helpless to do a damn thing that makes it all that much more depressing.
Ok, I flee.
Loveyoupeople! *muah!*
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I miss papa johns. We get a digiornos that came with a garlic butter and that got me kinda close to papas.
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RYN: LOL… patient… sometimes. I do try my hardest. I figure that if nothing else, it gives me practice… as soon as I get back to Georgia (preferably with Alex), I’m going back to work-work, and Gabe’s going to daycare near my job. It will be worth it, and hopefully he’ll be old enough to tell me if someone hurts him.
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Hugs!!
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I know what you’re talking about at least with one of them. They’re in my thoughts too. Acknowledges the rest.
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I’m sure being pregnant doesnt help with the emotions either.
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