ugh ugh!

 Can I get a "ugh ugh!"

Seriously.

I thought I had a conversation with this week. I thought we had an agreement. I thought it was going to be nice to me. I thought I’d slide through the next few days with nothing eventful and enjoy my weekend.

BUT NOOOOO… not me!!!

Never me!

UGH!

So remember Jacob was not feeling well yesterday, so when I got home I checked him out and he seemed fine. He said that his throat hurt and such, but he was fine.

Until 1:00 IN THE DAMN MORNING..

yep. I wake up to someone knocking on the door, and it’s him. He’s crying because his throat is hurting a lot and he felt like he couldn’t breathe.

I’m half asleep and I’m almost always grouchy when I get woken up. of COURSE, my childrens tylenol is EMPTY for some reason and all I had was some cough meds, so I gave him some of that and sent him to bed. I heard him screaming from my room, but he’s SO DRAMA and I knew that there was nothing I could do. *sigh*

but I knew I’d have to take off work and right now, it’s the WORST THING I can do. People are noticing how often you are off and it’s just a really scary time all around. I need to BE HERE and cement my position and show that I am a good employee.

*sigh*

Anyway, Baboo could tell I was stressing because I kept flopping around and I was so anxious I couldn’t sleep. He said he’d stay home with him so I could go to work, and I instantly felt better, but it was still a good hour before I was able to relax and go back to sleep.

So I’m a zombie from zombie hell right now (speaking of zombie hell, that Call of Duty World At War zombie game is SCARY!!!! But I sorta want to play it with Baboo. ha ha)… and blah!

I’m leaving work around 11 to go home and take care of the sickies (my brother is also feeling sick) and to clean up my sons room and make his bed more comfortable.

It never fails. I’ll make his bed up with a nice fitted sheets and blankets and the like, and they’ll ALL END UP ON THE FLOOR. And his mattress will become a collective for all his junk and papers and toys and whatever else he can find to pile up on it and he’s left sleeping in a weird dirty corner looking like a little homeless waif.

*sigh*

*sigh*

SIIIIIIIGH.

ok so I gotta get to work since I’ll only be here 4 hours. I probably won’t get to read many favs, but I’ll do my best.

Love you people!