tragic ramblings

 I just realized that a catalyst for my dream might have been the episodes of Dexter that Baboo and I watched last night right before I went to bed. Probably a bad idea. ha ha.

Stupid dreams.

I can barely keep my eyes open, I keep eating crackers and craisins, which is a HORRIBLE COMBINATION by the way. I’m talking myself into getting a spicy chicken bowl that I can’t afford. I want to go to the holiday christmas party and that is gonna cost me 30 damn bucks… but I’d hate to be the only one left in this dumb big giant building looking like a cheap ass tool while everyone else is eating deliciousness and dancing and singing and shit.

whatever.

stupid parties.

so i’ll scrounge it up and pay it and pout.

but do i have the $6.59 for a spicy chicken bowl?

I think I do.

I also have ramen.

this ramen is currently free.

i got it from home and it was bought back in august, so really, the 12 cents that it cost is irrelevant now.

so should I have the ramen or the rice?

I really want the bowl.

there is more chicken at home for dinner, but WHAT EVER…

I keep trying to figure out what to do with it.

I’ll probably just bake the damn chicken breasts and slap bar b que sauce on them and scream YOU WILL EEEEAT IIIIIIT!!!!

I’m insane.

Baboo just ordered a giant LED tv. or is it LCD? I don’t know. it’s giant and SUPER crisp. Like better than any HD tv I’ve seen that is the opposite of what it is.

oh shit, let me just ask him

please hold

*shake shake, shake shake vagina*

speaking of which, my poor vagina is so sad.

no sex all week so far.

we’ve both been tired and crazy.

i won’t get any tonight either.

OK!

so it’s an LED.

It’s super pretty. I can’t wait to watch movies and play lame ass video games on it.

We might be getting a ps3 soon, but probably not.

I dunno.

I’m still trying to fenagle my damn christmas shopping in. I want to try and do it BEFORE the week of christmas. I’m horrible and I always shop late. But I would actually like to do some online shopping and be done with it.

blah. I’m not getting much.

i probably can’t even get what I want online.

i’m retarded.

god i have to pee.

i’ve been holding it for an hour.

i’m hoping to get a fake orgasm when i go.

guess i’ll do that.

you girls know what I’m talking about.

at least some of you.

ha ha.

I’m quite tragic today.

*flee to pee*