time goes fast
I don’t know why I feel like writing, but I do!
Hi!!!!
My baby is just walking around being independent. it’s bitter sweet.
I love him so much and I know that I wont’ always be his favorite person like i am now, so I don’t want him to NOT want to be around me, but I NEED HIM to not want to be around me so I can do things like THIS and editing my novel and working on all the other projects I have rolling around in my brain. I haven’t done a good drawing in like 4 months, which is just RIDICULOUS. Blargh!!!!
This 12 yeard old of mine (I can’t believe I have a 12 year old!) is spying on me as I write this and saying he’s going to read my diary when i die.
Oh man, he is going to find terrible things about his mother. TERRIBLE.
Even I cringe when I read some of that insanity.
I truly lost my damn mind for about 4 years.
but I can say that I "lived" as much as single mother of two who loves her children more than herself can live.
I definitely had a guardian angel because I put myself in some terrible situations. My kids too if I’m honest.
THIS IS NOT CONFESSIONAL TIME.
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I’m just glad the damn site wanted to work after about 10 minutes of getting a "broken page" message.
blurgh.
i’m saying that a lot today.
blergh.
blargh
blegh
blugh
blooooogh
Anyway, so my baby.
I love when I wake up and he’s already awake, singing softly to himself (well talking in a sing son way, lots of da da and ba ba) and reaching his hands into the sunlight streaming through the windows. He will also do his sign language (eat and more) which he refuses to do most of the time, but obviously knows it. Little stinker.
Bad thing is that 9 out of 10 times he will notice i am awake and proceed to slap me soundly in the face. Like "Hey lady! Don’t you spy on me!"
lol
HE WILL BE ONE IN 2 DAYS!!!!
It went so fast!!! sooooooooooooo fast!
Well he has discovered that I"m doing something (and Jonathon keeps coming over to me and crushing me with his giant 12 year old body) so I need to go. My baby won’t be "less than 1 year old" for too much longer. I gotta squish him up!
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aww, can’t believe he will be one already! and actually think it’s kinda cute that jon is spying on you 🙂
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Ha, if I’m on the computer, Rian has to be on the computer as well. She loves technology. I want to get her a cheap tablet so she’ll leave my computer and phone alone.
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If my boy said that to me, I’d tell him he’d have to be a damn good hacker to gain access to it 😀
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he has been so awesome your nugget. I want to squish him. He is in fun mode now 🙂 Chris
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It’s insane how fast the time goes…
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I have done some of those crazy/stupid/dumb things as a single mother too. augh! I am not sure I want anyone to read my diary who already cant read it now! LOL…
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Yeah I know it I remembered his birthday. A year old he’s gonna be it does go fast. Yeah we all did some things we’re not so proud of. I can’t say I look at and think of mine in a nice way either.
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Happy day!
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