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thursday.

I’ve taken to writing what day it is, because it has now become mind boggling that this week is taking so long. Ugh to this damn week. Fo sho.

Got my phone back today! huzzah! It was in my vanpool. That reminds me that i need to plug it in and charge it.

it’s really lame that I care. Nobody calls me and I dont’ call anyone. so why do I care? Oh, who knows. it’s good to have if I am in an emergency. Otherwise, my phone just makes me feel like I’m somebody. I’m really not. I’m a recluse dork with no life.

wheee.

See my dark avatar pic? I feel almost exactly that ominous inside.

and I’m bored.

I’ve said it now.

I’m bored with my existence. It can go ahead and end already. If i didn’t ahve kids, even more so.

I’ve given up on boys, so that takes away that element of … I dunno… something to do.

Now I have nothing to do.

I don’t care about 90% of everything going on around me. I simply don’t.

I’m especially evil.

I don’t even want to play video games.

I went to bed before 8:30 last night. I didn’t actually fall asleep till 10, but I was laying there like some sort of rock for awhile. My kids didn’t care, they were playing spy or whatever. I forgot to do the rest of Jonathons homework with him. Gotta do that today.

What other boring doldrum can i piss and moan about.

I just want to not be so fucking god damned BORED with myself. I’m bored with the lonliness. I’m bored with the dorkiness. I’m bored with just every fucking thing.

BORED BORED BORED.

it makes me wanna do stupid shit just to shake it up.

but i won’t.

hell, i don’t even have the energy if i wanted to.