there will be blood

Wishes do come true!

*twirls right off a cliff into an ocean filled with jagged rocks and giant super hungry SHARKS.*

So the blood has finally come (just as I thought) and the crazy in my brain recedes into a mumbling growl.

My dad has convinced me to go to the Mothers Day Dinner that his church is putting on Friday. He is paying for my gas and my brother will watch my kids. We’ll stay the night and come home on Saturday.

Baboo said he’ll come over on Saturday and hang out and leave Sunday morning.

I just got a weird cake that is like… butter and sugar.

so it’s not really cake.

and it’s way too rich and just one nibble makes me think "FAT! I’M GONNA TURN INTO A ROLLING BLOB OF FAT!"

And so I’ll probably politely nibble it and throw it out when nobody is looking.

I don’t get people wanting to eat PURE BUTTER.

it’s like picking up a stick of butter and eating it.

gross.

blah.

I think I’ll throw it away NOW. nobody will now…

and it’s gone.

I left some on my plate so it looks like i’m still eating it.

Oh social niceties.

I am not looking forward to anything today but getting home.

Since we ate out last night (I had steak fajitas, which were pretty tasty.. cept I burned my finger on the sizzling plate and got hot grease in my e ye cuz it was at eye level sitting on this little tray thingie. damn me for being short!) I have to cook the chicken tonight. I will go ahead with my asian idea. But I will need to stop at the store for some green onions and red peppers or something to make it right. We’ll see.

I really don’t have that much grocery money left. I should probably get some milk while I’m there and stuff. Also the steaks for Sat night cuz I know I won’t want to go shopping then!

So yeah. whee blood. good bye baby home gooood byyyyye….

yay for the disgusting misery for the next 3 or 4 days till it tapers off.

At least it’s wednesday. At least tomorrow is Thurfriday.

I have to go to the self help place at the court on Friday and figure what to do with this damn divorce so I can get it over with.

I hope it’s nothing too technical.

It probably is. *sigh*

I just checked to see what the hours were, and of course the website doesn’t have them. I sucked it up and called the number and it’s weird and not what I want so I will just have to go and hope they are open and that it doesn’t take all damn day and really I just want to scream.

I guess I’ve been feeling too "stress free" lately. gotta ramp things back up and be stupid.

I thought today was gonna get better. Am I a drag yet? Anchor? Anvil? Idiot?

all of the above.

I’m gonna get over this. I have to.

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First off, yay blood!!!! Second, I did a ‘do it yourself’ divorce. The courts here in Houston told me nothing, blah on them! Although, there are some really good resources on the web. I know we are in different states, but if you need help, feel free to ask. 🙂 Yay blood!

May 6, 2009

At least your getting treated for mothers day. I doubt I’ll get any kind of acknowledgement.

May 6, 2009

I have thurfridays too because i am a student!!!!

Haha when I was little I used to eat butter by itself. That thought makes me gag now.

May 6, 2009

the thought of eating pure butter made me shudder. I hope you can figure out something on the divorce tomorrow, i know you’ll feel so much better when you don’t have to think about that anymore

B+
May 6, 2009

I am usually all for cake… but… butter and sugar? No.

May 6, 2009

you’ll feel better once the bleeding goes away, i promise. in the meantime, i hope you have a wonderful mother’s day!!!

May 6, 2009

Lol. Glad ya got your blood hun! Now hopefully some of that moodiness can start to taper off for ya! Hugs*

May 6, 2009

Do you get a Thurfriday this week too??

May 6, 2009

Reminds me of that survey question about fried butter I had earlier… who would eat fried butter? EW

May 6, 2009

I think you are getting a little better.

May 6, 2009

RYN: I keep telling you that you need to move to Indiana and we will be stupid together and I will hang out with your kids with you and we will have fun times!

Quick search. Filing fees are usually around $320. Since you dont know where he is you will probably have to serve him via publication ($65-$75). You can use his last known address and use that cities paper. Also, if you tell the clerk of court your situation and ask for a dissolution packet and absentee spouse form, they may help you. I found a really good website and we getting excited thinking I would have good news for you. Yeah, I did…..if you lived in Canada. Gah!

May 6, 2009

I feel ur pain, theres blood here too bleh…

congratulations on the bleeding! woo hoo!

you need a do it yourself spork kit. spork your ex hubby in 3 easy steps! step one: get spork. Step two: Find ex. Step three; SPORK TO DEATH. Cake is good. So is KFC. RYN: Well, FF13 is coming out next year for both the ps3 and 360. so meep. 😀 Chris

May 6, 2009

Yes I hate it when people are clueless, and I hate whiney boys. Come on, grow a pair already. I cannot wait for Sunday.. My one day off. The weekend needs to hurry up and get here already.

May 6, 2009

RYN: Thank you:)

May 6, 2009

RYN: I would say yes. There’s some somber beauty about it though. No?

May 6, 2009

Everything will be a lot better once you get this divorce out of the way. [Nin] is spot-on with that Harris County Court stuff here. They suck. She’s lucky she was able to navigate it! Good luck on Friday! I expect to hear good news!