the date moves up!
Friday Things:
*I keep having really sharp pains. It’s annoying.
*My husband wants me to resign on Monday. Or, in his words "just quit, grab your stuff, and never go back". *sigh*
*I want to work out through May. I get three paychecks in May. If I work the whole month and just resign 2 weeks sooner than I planned I only lose one pay check.
*He really just wants me out of here. He’s scared for the baby because of how I’m handling the stress and I have to say that I’m a little scared too. I am doing my best to handle it, but that "rush" of anxiety is something I can’t predict or control and it’s not good. My blood sugar has been high every since yesterday afternoon, including my fasting. ugh.
*I was surrounded by pigeons at the bus stop because someone had thrown a cheese burger and a chicken leg around. I’m not sure why. It was pretty gross. and weird.
*I want today to be over
*I’m going to tell my supervisor on Monday that I’m resigning at the end of the month. I wont’ just spring it on her. I don’t care if she’s upset. I’m over it all. I’m quite certain they’ll try to talk me out of it, but they should just be glad I want the money til the end of May. If anything, it can go into savings. We really need to have some savings going on. Blah.
*The end of May thing is only going ot happen if they stop stressing me the fuck out. I will walk out of here promptly if this stupid shit doesn’t end.
*Baboo is quite mad that I’m stressing and doesn’t want me to put this dumb job over the baby. and believe me, it won’t. Like I said, this crap stops or I walk. Case closed.
* I stil have 8 more hours of work.
ew.
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I know this is silly to say but maybe now that your quit day is coming sooner you can try to remind yourself that your time there is coming to an end, and hopefully avoid the stress that comes with feeling like you are trapped in a never ending cycle of shit at work. Make end of May your happy place… and don’t forget to tap your shoes. have a wonderful weekend and get some rest. xxxx
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I hope you’re okay!!! I’m a little worried. I love you!
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i understand your rationale but i think you should quit. way too much stress for nuggets mommy 🙁
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HUGS!!!! My husband keeps telling me to walk out of my job right now too. It will be ok!
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i think you’re making a good decision. maybe even just flat-out tell your supervisor when you put your resignation in for the end of may – that if this chaos and stupidity doesn’t cool down before your resignation date, then you’re OUTTA THERE. i don’t blame you one bit. (i agree with you for sticking it out til end of may, but also agree that baby is #1) you’re doing it right. 🙂
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I think once you do put your notice in, a lot of stress will automatically be relieved. Cause what is the worst they can do? Fire you? <3
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Money good.
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You tell em!
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I think on your last day you should bring in a boom box, hold it over your head and play “Take this Job and Shove It”. Just because it would be awesome.
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Keep your chin up. And i must agree with Baboo, you and baby first.
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I’d listen to your husband dear….
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My approach was “let’s put some headphones on and act like shit is normal.” it’s working pretty well so far.
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Just let it all roll off your shoulders and tell yourself “Whatever assholes, I’ll be outta here in a month.”
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i wouldn’t have any qualmns about springing leaving on them when they don’t bother to keep you updated on changes. and i think being pregnant entitles you to walk out occasionally when they’re being irrational – regardless of if you walk out and don’t come back or just leave for an hour.
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Aw look at Baboo being all protective papa bear on you! SWOON! 🙂
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Hugs.
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