The Boy Down the Hall

In my office building there is an advertising firm just up the hall from us. We think they make porno movies because it’s just a bunch of guys who make a lot of noise and are only really active in the later parts of the day. Their business card said “If we make it, they will come” … hmm, is there a hidden message there somewhere? Maybe.

Anyhow, I’m seriously boycotting boys at the moment. I have no time or energy to really be bothered with them and all the mania they bring along. But that doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate… like one of the guys who works down the hall. I was coming from taking the steps (One of my efforts to lose weight, take the steps and not the elevator!!!) trying to read the invoice from my brake job… and I almost bumped into this heavenly blonde mail coming from the office. He said hi to me and I felt 15 again! Ha… see what happens when you NEVER get attention… lol. He walked in front of me and I had to make those “oh my god he’s so fine!” faces and do a little dance… with the danger of him turning around and seeing me be an idiot causing me to almost fall down laughing. I sucked my stomach in (hee hee) and walked behind him admiring a nice little backside… heh, pinchable!!!! ahhhh!!!! I so wanted to flirt, but I know I’m not cute enough for that, God I wish I was cute…

Anyway, I feel good cuz it’s not as if I want a boyfriend, but god, they are so nice to look at sometimes. I mean, I dont’ really want one all over me, just to stand there and be hunky.. hunky is a wierd word… just be gorgeous boy, just stand there and let me devour you with my gaze. I just wanna go knock on their door so I can stare at his pretty green eyes. AHHHH… how silly am i?

Oh well, maybe someday I’ll be healed enough to try and snag me a cute man.