That’s ok, I didn’t need that eyeball anyway

This entry will be full of TMI, you’ve been warned.

First, I have a very bad headache right now. Like massively terrible. Like my eyeball is about to fall out of my face. Goodbye eye, I didn’t need you anyway…

there is no water in our cooler, so I can’t take meds. I don’t trust the water fountain. it tastes like rust.

I keep finding myself wishing for vicadin, vicodin? vicodine?

WHATEVER.

I want pain pills, the end.

Second, My entire cervix fell out yesterday. Not really, but since my uterus already fell out, I didn’t know what else was left.

Here’s the whole TMI story.

La la la, going home.

HIT WITH MASSIVE CRAMPS THAT HAVE ME DOUBLED OVER TRYING NOT TO LOOK LIKE I’M DYING, WALKING LIKE A ROBOT AND GLARING TO GET THROUGH THE PAIN.

la la la, get on the train which proceeds to be an annoying bitch, stopping and starting and making me 10 minutes later than normal.

We finally get to my stop and I stand up and my body says "faucet time!"

like… truly, it was as if I was peeing on myself. Blood was running down my legs in a torrent. I hobbled out of the train and walked as "normally’ and quickly as I could to get the hell out of there (which wasn’t easy because it’s several stories underground and I have to ride the escalator up and yeah…)

I get into the car and scream TAKE!!! ME!!! HOME!!!!

and that’s what Baboo did. I jumped in the shower immediately,got clean and fell into bed feeling utterly WASTED as if my entire body was hollowed out. I did manage to get dinner ready,  and after about an hour I felt fine again. But damn that was really rough. I haven’t had anything like that that I can recall.

My periods have gotten really explosive. I used to have 7 day periods, a fairly heavy flow for the first few days and it would taper off. It was long, but managable. Now I have 4 -5 day periods that are SUPER heavy and very painful, as I’ve whined about this month especially and it is NOT FUN. I don’t like it!!!!!!

So that was my night.

Meanwhile, I’ve looked at all my calendars and made a sexy time schedule for Baboo, which he said he will follow since I put it on the calendar. Is that crazy? well, that’s my life. ha ha.

so hopefully we’ll bone our brains out and make a baby. I’m supposed to be fertile sometime next weekend. We will be going to the 90’s band concert and staying in a hotel. That means we can have loud crazy sexy time!!! So maybe that will help us make a baby. ha ha. Lets hope. Then I can say "I conceived my baby in a hotel rooooom!!!"

ha ha.

Anyway, my big boss comes back from a 2.5 week vacation today. I’m not sure if that’s a good or bad thing.

Still looking for pimp whores. I’ll send you Humanity Scar stuff. You can keep some and give some away and promote my site for me. Please… pretty please. BITCH PIMP MY SITE OR I’LL SMACK YOUR ASS!!!!!

Ok, I’m gonna go now.

My eyeball just fell out.

damn it.
 

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