Chaosbride

July 5, 2009

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suffocated

my life just sucks right now.

i feel out of control.

i am so stressed out.

i do not want to use any capital letters.

so i won’t.

no progress on anything. nothing. not a goddamned thing.

get in to work today to learn that i don’t even get a "break" with my scheduling. i was hoping to keep my current schedule and just get a day off every week. the least that could be done with them taking 10% of my money.

but it wasn’t approved, so i only get my regular day off, but i’mw orking 8 hours.

people say that’s "better" but it surely doesn’t feel like it.

i feel so out of control, and that makes my stress level skyrocket. i just hate everything.

and writing isn’t making it better.

i’m almost afraid to write.

i’m sorry for being such a horrible noter, i just can’t brin gmyself to say anything positive or really anything at all, so i read but dont’ note. and i’m sorry.

i’ll get back to normal soon… i hope.

i have things i want to write about.

4th of july was nice.

but i just can’t.

i feel… suffocated.

Jaded

July 6, 2009

I’ve been worried about you.

huggs. you know, it may sounds stupid, but the lack of capital letters really does worry me. hang in there.

suchatool

feel better

~*AbbyLove*~

wondering where you went! i hope things calm down for you soon and you get some air:)

mrsckugs

Dont worry about noting us,we understand what is going on. Love you!

Enthusiast

I’m sorry. Soon hopefully even if it sucks you’ll at least get used to it and it won’t be quite as bad.

Sperry

I completely understand. My thoughts are with you.

*Teej*

four.leaf.clover

Hugs. I’ve missed you and I hope everything turns out alright.

sparklespeterson

StinkyMonkey

Hey dont worry about us. Just take care of yourself.

i’m so sorry that you’re stuck in this rut. i honestly feel the same way about certain things right now (mainly money) and i definitely understand how it’s hard to write. writing about everything i’m stressing over only makes me more upset and more stressed and more overwhelmed, and it’s hard to let myself get that way while i’m working, which is when i write. i really really hope things start

to look up for you soon. i’m thinkin’ about ya. <3

Beautiful406

This makes me sad for you. I hate seeing that things aren’t going well. They will get better soon, you just have to be patient and try not to stress. I wish there was something I could do. If there is, please let me know.

Valyn Reflective

*big hug* I’m so sorry, sweetheart.

You will get over the hump. Just keep a level head and dont go off on everyone like I usually do.

hugs for you. /huggles. Chris

Sorry things are rough. Take some time away and write when you’re ready. And RYN: It would be…a guy with endless supplies of chocolate? Bring on the chicks!!!

~Kateyes~

I am so glad you’re back and updating. I’m sorry things are rough right now, I am hoping you can make it through in one piece. You are strong.

*hugs*