stupid dumb body!!!!
It’s official that my body HATES ME.
Here is some TMI for ya.
So last night Baboo and I went to the gym. I had a big stupid ordeal at my sons school (I’ll talk about it later) and I was tired and grouchy and almost didn’t go. I decided I’d just work on the bike with some good resistance and at least do SOMETHING.
So I did almost 6 miles and I got a pretty good burn. Everytime I work out, I get up and feel like my butt is wet. LOL, gross! I know! But that’s what happens when you sweat and so yesterday I didn’t think anything of it.
I went home and did some thing and eventually went in to take a shower. I sit down to pee and look and see that I wasn’t sweating. Nope, I was BLEEDING.
Bright red scary blood.
what. the. fuck.
My period is OVER.
I haven’t had any signs of it for almost 2 days and then THAT?!
What is that?!
I dont’ know, but coupled with the "bubble" of pressure over where my right artery is (It feels like a bubble like.. if Iook there, it should be swollen and puffy, but it’s not, just pressure…) and I’m scared of something being wrong with me.
I made the mistake of telling Baboo and now he is INSISTING that I make a Dr.’s appointment. I don’t really want to. I hate doctors. I hate them telling me there is something wrong and having to deal with it. If I never go, I dont’ know.
I know, that’s HORRIBLE. but it’s how I was raised. The MINUTE my dad started going to the Dr. regularly he had all these problems and issues, and eventually he stopped going for a very long time, until just a few years ago when he had all the stupid heart issues. And he only went because he was in chronic pain (which turned out to be a blockage and why he had to have the triple bypass)…
so yeah, i don’t exactly have a good disposition to doctors and going to check ups and all that.
It’s irresponsible, I don’t need the lectures.
Doesn’t change the way I feel inside.
Anyway, I MIGHT call today.
Baboo will be upset if I don’t.
but I just don’t want to.
🙁
I’ll be back later in a much better mood.
I hope!
That is strange. I second Baboo, though, you should call.
Warning Comment
I hope you make the call. It’s better to take care of something in early stages than avoiding it and letting it get worse. Take care of yourself, woman! <3
Warning Comment
No lecture because I am the same way, BUT!! What if something IS wrong and it’s something they can fix…but if you don’t get it fixed then you could have perm. damage causing you NOT to be able to have more babies! See…there you go…think of it as you getting healthy to have another bebe!
Warning Comment
I agree with all of the above. I don’t want to lecture, but finding out now, is better than waiting. It will just be worse later. You have all of use to support you and be there for you when you find out what it is.
Warning Comment
Maybe call and ask if they think you should go..
Warning Comment
ryn: wow. great question! let’s see…i WISH i was more organized with my books, but i’m not. however, i AM a book packrat. i never throw a book away. so my current set up is that i have shelves and drawers and boxes and stacks of books all over the place. i also have a bunch that are sitting in the back storage area of the jeep. it’s a mess really. i mean, it doesn’t look messy, but it is…completely unorganized. i have books that i re-read, or want to re-read and those i keep in places that are quickly accessible to me, but not all together like I should. actually, any book i like, i’m probably going to re-read at some point, so i definitley hang on to them. the ones i don’t like….my mom has a garage sale about once a year and i go through my stacks and give her the ones i know i hated for her to sell. and that’s it, i think. did i answer them all? i hope so!
Warning Comment
The doc’s results will probably be far less scary than what you’re imagining! Hope you go soon (and I’m not one who is quick to go to doctors).
Warning Comment
Call the doctor Monique. 🙂
Warning Comment
It could be a cyst. I have had one burst, does not feel good. 🙁
Warning Comment
Periods are strange, it could have just been some late bleeding. I hate the doctor’s too and I probably wouldn’t go either, even though you probably should. Doctors are just people and they make mistakes!
Warning Comment
I hate doctors too…but, sometimes you just have to do, what you have to do! I wouldn’t say that it’s TOTALLY UNCOMMON, for women to experience this with their bodies! (After having a period and whatnot!) However…just for the SAKE of it…you might just want to have your reproductive area checked out and examined anyway! Ya never know what might be going on down there! G’luck with it!
Warning Comment
HUGS
Warning Comment
Call please! I’ve found that especially my man worries, then it must be a big deal. I hate the doctor too, you know, but you will probably feel better. I felt 100x better when I went the other day. HUGS.
Warning Comment
Hmmm, what could that have been
Warning Comment
I hate doctors too … not as much as the dentist though…grrr Ihope you are ok!!
Warning Comment