Stress + My Head = EXPLOSION

 

 

 

 

Just for the record, today is being a butt.

with a pimple.

It started ok, even though I felt sorta crappy when I woke up. My back was a mess and my neck and shoulders were really sore. I slept awkward I think. I don’t like my feather pillow. It smooshes too much. Ha ha.

So then I get to the parking lot five minutes earlier than normal and it’s full.

Great so I had to drive.

And the only good part of my morning? I called "him" and he said I should come give him a drive by hug. So I did. And I ended up giving him a  ride to work, which is no big deal.

And it had occured to me on my way there, that I should just ask him to come stay over at my place today since I was driving and all I could pick him up on the way home.

so I got really scared to ask him. Like he was gonna say "ew no way, yuck"

I don’t know why. I feel really self conscious these days. Bleh.

But he said "sure" and that made my morning.

Oh! And he had a little present for me, it was a lotion from Bath and Body Works… something about a blossoming cherry but it smells really good. He was like "I want it for myself" ha ha. silly him.

So after I dropped him off I got lost again. I couldn’t remember how I got to work the last time. I have no idea.

So I ended up going the round about stupid way and I was 5 minutes late to work.

No big deal if I wasn’t being such a flake monster right now.

And there was a note on my computer from mys upervisor, passive aggressively asking me to get some documents to her.

I found about 75% of them. But some of them are eluding me. I’m going to do a thorough sweep of all my stuff, but I don’t think I have them.

Right in the middle of that the big boss comes to my desk and asks me to get this mailing ready for him.

Whatever, it’s not like I’m not frantically doing anything, you dumb jerk.

So I get it all together and put it on his desk.

He comes back about 5 minutes later, TOSSES THE STUFF ON MY DESK IN A HUFF and says "THIS ENVELOPE IS TOO SMALL. GET A BIGGER ONE!" and puffs away like a big jackass.

So I had to once again stop what I was doing and tend to that. Cept we didn’t have any bigger envelopes. So I had to ask the mailroom at City Hall and they have some. So I was about to go, but my supervisor said that we could send our student worker.

I feel so frazzled and lame right now. I have to go sheet by sheet through all of my papers to see if I can find these missing stamped documents. If I can’t, then I just can’t. Oh well, get over it. but I hope I do.

blah.

I feel stressed.

the only thing keeping me from running into the bathroom to cry is that I get to see "him" later.