Starving Much?

I left my wallet at home… I was going to get chicken noodle soup from across the street.

Now I get nothing, and I get to starve.

I have a super salt ridden "cup of noodles" in my cabinet. I don’t want that. I might STILL starve. 🙁

speaking of salt, my new blood pressure medication seems to be working a teensy bit better. I’ve been testing it at home now and then, and the last few times it was in the normal range! Hooray! I hope it’s normal the next time I see the Dr. I hate when they give me the "worried eyes’…

 

All I can think about is my lack of food right now. I hate this diet.

So far today I’ve had:

Breakfast: 1 quarter of a whole grain tortilla and cheese. Yes, 1 quarter of the damn tortilla is all I can tolerate. Unless it’s a corn tortilla, then I can have more, but only later in the day. I have no idea why.

Snack: Yogurt, cheese and crackers. Wheeee. *blink*

Lunch: Ohhh, wind pudding and air sauce. Blah. Or salt soup du jour.

WHATEVER YO! WHATEVER!!!!

I want a cheese burger. and fries. I miss fries. I like sweet potato fries A LOT, but i just want to have a big plate of NORMAL FRIES.

After htis baby is born I have a list of things I will eat with glee, including:

*A cheeseburger on a bun

*French Fries

*Brownie Hot Fudge Sundae

*Chocolate Chip Cookie

*Pepsi (just one!)

I think that is one meal I can gladly cheat with. Or maybe spread it out over a few days just in case it would put me in a coma to have all at once. lol.

Then I’ll go back on the diet until I’m cleared to either eat like normal or be on diabetic hell diet forever.

I reallyhope I can lose a good chunk of weight before my 6 week appt and they can do the dumb test and say "well, looks like that diabetes has cleared up!

 

blah.

my urine had protein in it above "avg"… ugh!!! so what!!! leave me and my pee alone!

speaking of pee, I should go do that.

whatever.

 

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February 16, 2012

Can you have oatmeal? Prolly doesn’t sound all that exciting but it is filling even if you only have a small amount.

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February 16, 2012

I. Would. DIE. without. My. Pepsi. (And so would my KIDS… if I didn’t have it… lol… oddly, I’m going off it once this bit of soda is gone… I’m not thrilled about it).

dumb question, could you eat the noodles not hot? Or would that be impossible? Chris

you know since i have been getting back in shape, I hate that i cant eat a good burger and fries every week it is y weakness. I am even trying to give up the soda. fuck, it’s like trying to move into culinary sainthood. Bah, I’ll still cheat when it comes to food even if the D word runs in my family. Btw, feel free to add the email to your website. I am not sure if you send out eblasts etc.

February 16, 2012

Isn’t there anyone half decent there you could borrow a couple bucks from? Or a conference room with some sort of food, or a vending machine you could hack? Certainly you have skills to acquire food to prepare for the zombies! (:

February 16, 2012

Oh i wish was there to loan you a few bucks for your soup!!!

looks down at fries and hamburger…I think Mrs. Chaos you are a bad influence on me. Well least that’s what i am telling myself and thank you for being my mental scapegoat 🙂

February 16, 2012

now i’m hungry. i would pass on the pepsi though. (rather have a dr. pepper if i’m splurging).

Nugget better take it easy on you before they deliver that baby early! Here me nugget?! If you like it in there you better stop it! *hugs* *hands you food*

February 16, 2012

have you lost any weight?! THat is insane! I think I would go nuts with that diet! I suck at eating! But you are strong as hell! and your baby is probably nice and happy! 🙂

Me no like Pepsi or Coke. I’ll drink those sodas if I’m desperate. More of a Sprite Fan. It would be best to spread all that food out over time… I don’t approve of your diet…so what CAN you eat alot of?! Cause if you can eat ALOT of something, you should eat that.

Today I found that I cannot tolerate black olives any longer. They tasted just foul. And ravioli (my favorite) has a weird texture now.

February 16, 2012

Hugs.

February 20, 2012

I missed fries too. Though I have to say I so rarely eat them anyway. I guess it’s the wanting what you can’t have thing.