sick ramblings

 I think I’m going to add a Bjork station to my pandora.

I was just thinking about her music right now.

No, I have no reason for it.

I feel floaty and weird and my mean boss is throwing vitamins and pills at me and I don’t know what to do! She gave me this pack of vitamins with like… 8 pills in it. She gave me 4 of those. and just now she gave me these giant crazy lookin airborn (or however it’s spelled) thingies that look like strange giant sweet tarts, but I doubt they taste as good.

yeah, i’m scaring everyone with my sickness.

MUAHAHAHAH TURN INTO ZOMBIES ALL OF YOU!!!!

Whatever. I’ll take the damn pills. I hope I don’t die.

I’m starving.

I have more cup of noodles.

it was strangely delicious yesterday. probably because it was just hot weirdness and since I can’t really taste, the heat was just refreshing.

how can that be?

i have no idea.

I also have a cheeseburger.

Meanwhile, I’m actually doing work… and if being sick makes me want to work I simply can’t wait to not be sick anymore! ha ha.

My children piss me off. They won’t clean the litter box.

I need to get rid of some dumb ass cats.

why can’t they just NOT be girls?

bah!

wanna know what sucks?

Renovations are over but I can’t have any sex.

and why not?

oh cuz baboo and I are sick.

and sick sex just isn’t sounding delicious to me.

of course, i haven’t gotten laid in weeks, so maybe I shouldn’t be  picky… but of course, baboo won’t want to do it anyway.

i’m just in an absolute mess with this.

stupid hormones and drives and needs and wants and needs and wants.

the word CITIZEN looks completely stupid to me right now.

stupid words.

*cuddles them*

I should go cuz I’m crazy.

i’m sick and the dayquil has me feeling better today, it didn’t do shit for shit yesterday.

28 minutes till i can eat.

i also think the hunger has me going loopy.

i wish I’d lose weight. I’ve been good and bad with the eating.

god only knows.

whatever.

stupid food and thinkign about it.

i want to go back to the days when I didn’t have to!!!!

i wish I had a granola bar.

i have no idea wha ti’m making for dinner.

we have lots of things to cook, but i have no idea what to cook, in actuality.

stupid eating.

AGAIN WITH THE FOOD SHUT UP ABOUT THE FOOD!!!!

I don’t know if we’ll go to the gym this weekend. I know I dont’ want to if I keep feeling like this.

I need to clean my kids room.

they suck at cleaning.

why am i still writing?!

nobody cares.

not even your mom.

ok, i’m going now.

bye.

thanks for playing.

(That’s mortimer. He sits behind me. He talks to me sometimes. He’s a riot)