no no, don’t talk about money anymore! ahhhh!!!!

 

 

 

 

Argh, total and complete ARGH.

So I found a YMCA in my area that might have a daycamp that Jonathon can go to.

It just sucks right now because I just did a budget and I’m BARELY making it. barely. Like, I can’t even use a penny over or I’m gonna be overdrafting like a mofo. My only release is that when Jonathon goes back to school I can breathe and save up for when he’s out again. But I don’t know. I will definitely be asking my step mother if she can take him for a week or two next month (I’m still not sure when he’s out of school but I’m going to go into the office eithe rtoday or tomorrow to ask) for free. It will help me not topple over with the insanity.

I’m still reeling that I’m such a dumbass with money. But I plan on fixing this bitch so that when I get my extra paycheck in July it can ALL go to something I WANT IT TO. damn it. Like getting Jon something nice for his birthday (he wants a bike, i’d LOVE to get him one) and making sure my  kids have clothes and SOMETHING FOR MOMMY. (ha ha)

Anyway, blah.

So I have it all planned out and I’ll have 150 bucks to spend that doesn’t need to go anywhere. this is primarily because I"m not paying my cell phone bill until next month. And I’m also getting a tank  of free gas from my daddy on Saturday! Yaaay! I only plan on putting about 15 more bucks into my tank. If he’s gonna give me gas, i’m gonna MILK. IT. It’s mean, but I gotta do what I gotta do. I must also remember I have a Cosco card. I need to get over to one and stock up on some meat and things. Last time I made 100 dollars last us almost 2 months because there was so much food. That’s what I’m counting on and yeah.

*shwew*

Enough thinking about that.

I feel better after writing my bills out. I wish I could have found my dumb stamps so I could just send them out today. But whatever. Maybe I can go by the actual Post Office and just mail them out and not have to buy anymore. I have almost an entire book of stamps hiding SOMEWHERE. blah. I want my online payment capabilities back. Jerk offs.

 

anyway I wrote a letter to B of A to include with my piddly 100 bucks I’m throwing at them. I probably owe more like 300, but I just can’t do it right now. I’ll pay it down somehow. I wrote them a letter and hopefully that will help. I also have my wells fargo ready to go and the mattress. once this mattress is gone i’ll be happy. I’ll only have 2 credit bills, but still. bleh.

It’s childcare that kills me. If I can get away with paying about 500 for Jonathon (which I doubt) I can just squeeze by. but I don’t know.

 

I"m driving myself crazy.

i gotta stop.

oh, and if you’re wondering, no i haven’t done a lick smack blick of work.