My Little Flirt

I went to visit the one remaining friend I have salvaged from my pregnancy. It’s amazing how people scatter when they find out things they don’t like. It really pisses me off. Especially the friend who left who had gotten pregnant too, and against all my morals and beliefs, I went with her to get an abortion. I drove her to the clinic twice, I stood by her and supported her through the whole thing. I protected her and let her cry and scream and vent and do anything she needed and I never judged or said a word or ceased to love her. The day I said I was keeping my child, she stopped talking to me. She wanted me to abort, to be like her. Now she’s just a whore sleeping with married men. I guess I didn’t miss much.

Boy, that was a tangent if I ever saw one!!! Anyhow, I took Jonathon to visit his “Auntie Erica”, and her whole family fell in love with him. Even her younger brother, though Jonathon cried when he was talking to him… heh heh. 16 year old boys are scary!!!! He liked Erica and her mother though. He laughed and smiled and buried his head in my shoulder and peeked at them. HE WAS SO CUTE… and he flirts like nobodies business.

I just love that little guy!!!!

Oh what a precious little boy. How could anyone not look at him and want to do anything they could for him? =) *huggs*

awww.. what a little stinker.. hehehe.. and as far as that ‘friend’, well, you’re better off without them.. that’s not much of a friend in my book.. but then again, the book of Ang really isn’t that reliable of a reference book.. but in this case, I think it is right.. =) hehe. have a beautiful day deary! And give that little one a big sloppy kiss for me..

darkart

October 29, 2001

*grin* He’s gonna be a lady killer when he grows up all right. 🙂

oi sweetie. I will make lots of notes so you see how my pregnancy goes, baby. It may not be perfect. It will just be mine. ~smile~ I had a friend who did that same thing, honey. She never saw my child but once, accidentally. We’re better off.

All I want is L0VIN'

October 30, 2001

My cousin does the same thing! What a little flirt… 🙂 If a “friend” wants you to conform your life around the kinds of decisions he/she would make, then they don’t REALLY want to be your friend. They want a carbon copy of themselves, a pet robot. You don’t seem like the carbon copy/pet robot type. You are better off without her. Tell your newly preggers friend…

…that an OD junkie wishes her luck! And I wish you luck, too, for the future! -Gina-

…that an OD junkie wishes her luck! And I wish you luck, too, for the future!

…that I wish her luck! And luck to you as well, for the future!

…that I wish her lots of luck!

you know what… LOL… *blushes* that was uncalled for… I didn’t think the notes were saving, so I tried to post and repost a few times… just delete all but one… choose the best ending I suppose… *kicks herself in the rear and skulks away, shaking her head*

Now it’s not letting my LAST note save…

nevermind

abortion is hard.. The feelings before are horrendous, and the feelings you have afterwards are even more so.. I sometimes wonder if most women have that paing of guilt and regret after they’ve done something like that.. Losing a child is hard, but knowing you’ve got the blood of your flesh and their death on your hands is even more so.. Try living through that one. It’s enough to ki

Yeah, that girl sounds like a friend you are better off without. Good people will come into your life again, I am certain of it.

don’t stop reading… I may surprise you… then again, I probably won’t… **shrugs**