My baby is nine years old

Nine years ago today I had my baby Jacob. He was so tiny and perfect and I loved him immediately. It doesn’t matter all the drama that was surrounding me at the birth of either of my children, they were and will always be the light of my world.

I can’t believ he’s NINE. My baby!!!!

I know, I’m gonna be having another baby soon, but he’s been my littleest one for so long. For a while i thought he would be my last.

I missed a lot of his younger years and it just breaks my heart into pieces. I worked myself to death and was just so tired and so many things happening. I treasure every moment with him now, but it doesn’t erase that I feel a hole where memories of my babies should be.

ANYWAY, enough sadness! I baked hi a cake (chocolate with white funfetti frosting) and it came out of the pan in one piece (which is a feat for me because my cakes always crumble lol) and he has a little pile of presents and he will have a happy birthday.

 

 

 

Oh yeah, I have a ticker. Look at that!

 

 

 

 

 

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May 29, 2012

aww Happy Birthday Jacob!

happy birthday, jakey! 🙂

May 29, 2012

Happy Birthday sweet boy! A way to get a one piece cake is to bake it in a .97 cent throw away, that way if it sticks, you can rip it and keep the cake intact.

May 29, 2012

zomg 9…hes practically retired!

May 29, 2012

happy birthday jacob. *smiles*

May 29, 2012

Awwww! 🙂 Happy birthday to your baby!

May 29, 2012

Happy birthday to him

May 29, 2012

Happy birthday! Its my nephews bday too 😀

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Happy birthday Jacob!! There’s something about having kids that just lights everything up. I was happy before Rian, but with her I’ve experienced so much pure joy. Joy is a precious gift from our little ones.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JACOB!!!

May 29, 2012

Hugs. Happy birthday.

He’ll be able to help mommy with his younger sibling =o)

May 29, 2012

…. I want cake…. Mmmmm

May 29, 2012

happy birthday jacob!

Happy birthday to him!!!

May 30, 2012

Happy Birthday Little J!! xxxxxxxxxxx

May 30, 2012

awww happy birthday jacob!!! 🙂

Happy birthday Jacob 😀

May 30, 2012

AW how sweet! I think most of us single/working moms feel the same about our kids. Happy Birthday to your sweet sweet boy! 🙂

May 30, 2012

Happy Birthday Jacob! WOOOHOOO!!!

It’s so hard to watch them grow. Don’t be sad – be proud at your hard work, and know that your sons are proud of you too. You’re a good momma!

May 30, 2012

Happy birthday! Wow. Where does time go, right?

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

June 1, 2012

Happy birthday to your baby. I am sorry you had to work so hard and miss so much, but you provided them with everything they needed and you did it without help. For that they will always love and respect you.

June 1, 2012

Awwwwww!

YAY! I am catching up on entries. I haven’t been on my computer in FOREVER. I miss you so much [you have no idea]. I keep thinking about you and wanting to text [but I don’t want to bother you]. I hope that you are okay [and the baby]. I really want to chat and see how you’re doing. 🙁 I have NOT been a good friend. I miss you SO MUCH. Please know that you are in my thoughts!!! <3

June 3, 2012

Happy birthday to him – its mu godsons eighteenth birthday yesterday and mine today.